Dear Brendon,
It's been years since you've passed, and not a single minute went by that I didn't miss you more than humanly possible.
I miss your smile
I miss your touch
I miss laying down with you, not saying a word
I miss your warm hugs
I miss your warm eyes
I miss binge watching movies with you
I miss going on road trips with you
I miss doing shows with youSure, the fans miss you, but they'll never miss you as much as I do.
The new guy makes me sick; thinking he can replace you. I can't stand him.
I know I sound rude, but I can't help it. I miss you so much
Please come back home, darling. I can't take it.
Sincerely, Ryan.