Ugly

9

I was in bed all day. ignoring calls from loved ones. Especially Ivy. Ever since being around Danielle and knowing his true feelings, I felt sick for having that dream about him. Did I like him back or was I just being a guy...? Either which way I missed my brother. He was really dead... The police didn't really help to capture the kids who did this because they could tell there was something wrong with my mother. They told me she had a screw loose or something. Either which way it was the next day and I felt sick.

My phone made a ding, notifying me that I had got a text. I picked up my phone and saw Danielle. It read:"Do you feel up to coming to the cafe'?" I hesitated, wanting to say no and decline his offer, but I told him I was fine. He looked at the text, and before long my mom told me I had a visitor...

I got up and put on a shirt. It my favorite shirt. The shirt I wore when I met my brother at the hospital. I haven't gain much weight in six years, because I still could fit it. As I got to the door I found myself blushing. Danielle wore a nice coat and pants and shirt. I was just in some jeans and a t-shirt. Did I under dress? Should I change.

"I-I should change," I mumbled, trying to escape his gaze.

"No, you should stay like that," he smiled, "you usually don't dress like that at school. Don't be so uptight... " I slowly nodded and stepped on the porch. He held my hand and walked me to his rather new car.

I gawked at the beautiful car. "How'd you buy it?"

"Since I got scouted and I'm going off to play college football on the best team around, I decided to use my saved money on this... " I smiled a little as he opened the passenger door for me. I got inside the car. but fell silent. When Danielle finally got inside the car, he sighed.

His phone went off, causing him to grown. "Yellow?" he answered the phone with a smile, "no dad. I'm just cruising by myself... Yeah, I'll be back by six. No I won't get into any trouble... " He winked at me, causing me to snicker a little. "What was what? No... There's nobody with me I promise... " I rested my head on the window and my small smile went away. "Yeah. Love you too." He hung up and smiled at me. "He doesn't know."

"Our meet up?"

"I'm gay," he corrected me. "Um, well technically, bi... I don't know I like guys more then girls... "

"Just be a good boy and stay out of trouble," I smiled, which he furrowed his brows when he smirked.

"Oh, so I'm not a jerk anymore?"

"Oh you're still a jerk... Just not a massive one. "

He smiled, but I could not return it. "So I heard the news on TV."

"Right," I mumbled, "Um. Danielle... I had a dream when I passed out after ditching school.... You were in it... "

"Sorry about that by the way-"

"We were having sex..."

"Oh..."

I went red as he smiled at me. "I'll leave," I mumbled, trying to get out of the car. Danielle grabbed my arm and smiled a little.

"Would you want to make that dream happen?" Danielle asked with a charming smirk. My heart went into from the casual thump thump. To a more chaotic beat. "Come on, it wouldn't hurt... " I hesitated.

"But, what about Ivy," I asked, "I love him! I can't just do this behind his back?"

"You'd rather him see me having sex with you?" he laughed.

"Plus I have a lot to worry about."

"Sex relieves stress."

"Only for a little! Then I'm back to square one!" I talked over him. His smile went away and he looked straight ahead. I cleared my throat and went silent. That was until he leaned over and kissed my neck. "I wanna save myself... " He kissed up to my jawline, and we he turned my face he smiled.

"Save your flower for what? Marriage?" He asked. I nodded and watched him laugh, "Savint sex for marriage is like asking to be a 36 year old virgin... " I looked away.

"Whats wrong with that..? Being a 30 year old virgin means you just haven't been married... "

Danielle shook his had and grabbed my cheeks, pulling me into a kiss. I slowly touched his arm and gave a little soft hum. When he pulled away he smiled. "You should crawl to the back seat," he whispered. I nodded slowly and crawled to the back seat.

"Will it hurt?" I asked. He paused but then crawled into the back seat as well. "Danielle, don't just ignore my question... "

"Depends on the size and the person," he mumbled back, unzipping his pants. I felt awkward, sitting there not doing anything. Danielle smiled and touched my hand. "Maybe a blow job would help out? " I nodded as he pulled his out. He was hella bigger than me, causing me to not even want to do this anymore. "Whats wrong. You should pull down your pants and underwear too... " He tried helping me, but I told him to stop.

"My size," I mumbled, "It's small. I think..."

"Its average," he smiled, "I would love you any which way, no matter if it was huge or not... " I gave a soft smile, kissing him and letting him kiss my neck. He lowered my pants till everything above my knees were exposed. I looked at mine compared to his and was extremely embarrassed, but he continued anyway.

"What if I want to stop?"

"I would stop," Danielle replied, wrapping his arms around me, "I'm extremely in love with you, y/n. From the moment I met you I knew I would." I smiled. Ivy had never told me these things before. He wouldn't embrace me and tell me he loved me right on the spot. But then again, Danielle had tricked Ivy... So why wouldn't he trick me?

"I like you too... "