Precious | n.s

08

Sometimes your thoughts are backed up by so much insecurity
That they create lies that we believe

~Precious, Quote 08

"He doesn't love me Lou" Niall says gripping the end of his skirt tightly, shakily in his seat. Harry had gone to work and he found himself in front of his best friend's flat hoping to find some sense as he was feeling worst and pathetic.

"Niall don't be dramatic" Louis says coming into the room all the while propping up a t-shirt. And sits beside his tensed blonde friend.

"Louis don't be rude, your best friend is on the verge of - he is crying. Niall, what happened?" Zayn said shaking his head at Louis and then turned towards the short blonde with pink face and red puffy eyes, on the verge of crying a river.

"He doesn't love me!" Niall yelled before cupping his face in his palms, crying in them. He has no idea what to do, know idea if Harry doesn't want him anymore and that fact that of not knowing is eating him away.

He is scared to loose Harry

He never wants to love that man

He is the love of his life and he will do anything to keep Harry, to make him smile and feel loved.

He will fight for him

But he just doesn't know if there is anything left to fight for.

"Okay, tell Louis everything I will give both of you space. I will just quickly make you special relaxing tea" Zayn sighs, knowing only Louis can comfort him and stands up not before patting Niall's back whose face is still hidden behind his small hands.

"Thank you Zee" Niall says peering up from his hands with a small, almost their smile before sniffing a bit.

"No worries" Zayn says smiling before he heads to the kitchen to make some tea.

"Don't cry Ni, I am sure there is nothing like that, he loves you too much" Louis says pulling Niall's hands away from his face. Hr knows how delicate his best friend is, but he is not blind. He has seen Harry and has seen Harry with Niall and he knows, can swear on the fact that he has never seen two people adore each other so much, love each other so much - and yeah, not love but he has witnessed true love right before his eyes.

He is confident Niall is over reacting and overthinking like he always does.

"He doesn't Lou! He finds me ugly!" Niall stressed pulling his hands out of Louis' hold making the brunette lad look shock a little.

He quickly recovers trying to calm the blonde down, only to be cut off so abruptly he doesn't know what to do.

"That is not the case -" Niall cuts him off as he starts listing everything that has happened and all his interpretations.

"It is! H-he usually is all over me whenever he comes back from a trip -" he is cut off in mid by Louis clapping his ears as he says, loudly at that "I don't need to know about you guys fucking!"

"Bu-ut, this time he didn't even come once, he has barely looked at me! LOU! He stares at my chest as if he hates it" Niall says, his deformity always been an issue to him. He was so worried when Harry had told him in the beginning when he first found out about them, that never to hide them. And the only reason he was brave enough to show Louis his real self. He didn't want too though and not because Louis doesnt trust him but because he didn't want to loose his best friend, not over something he can't help .

"Niall, you're worrying too much " Louis sighs placing his hand on Niall's back rubbing slow, small circles trying to erase the tension in Niall's body. His eyes softening at the delicate boy.