Precious | n.s

09

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its absolutely scary walking into something

you dont have any idea where it will lead you

but you still walk right into it , knowing the one

who provides you strength is right beside you

- Precious , Quote 09

The time of the appointment comes and both of the boys leave over half hour early. Harry's heart is beating wildly as he starts the car. All the thoughts circling the possibilities, the outcomes and thinking continuously about all different scenarios the appointment will go making him almost put more pressure on the accelerator twice in first two minutes.

All the articles, the possibilities the doctor had set, the outcomes they might face that the doctor wanted for him - for them to prepare for, for which he is completely unprepared.

He will never be prepared for them.

And he quickly looks at Niall as the realization of the fact that he has not shared any of these possibilities, of what to expect for with him. The fact that he is in dark leaves him breathless. He doesn't know how he should bring it up, how should he get into everything when Niall reacted by just mentioning he has to see the doctor.

The way Niall got all defensive, ready to fight him and almost not willing to get into the car. He didn't want to fight him, didn't want to have argue with him. He hates it when they argue, especially at the thought of Niall crying because of him, because he raised his voice, because of his words doesn't sit well with him. But he doesn't think talking right now, telling him things will do anything. He feels it will be better if everything comes from the doctor himself.

He almost slams his car to halt as a small, warm hand slips into his - the one resting on the gear taking him away from his thoughts. He looks at his husband , his heart beating just by his touch and it still surprises him how just with one touch Niall manages to make him calm.

"Ma ! I don't want to go Ma" Niall cried behind his mother as she dragged him through the white walled corridor. Tears were streaming down the boy's eyes as he clutched the neck of his over-sized shirt tightly in his little hand. Dread and fear were coiling in the pit of his stomach as he was forcefully being taken to the place he dreaded the most.

"You have to Niall. You have to be normal and the doctors will help"his mother had tried to reason with him turning around but not loosing her pace as they walked the almost deserted corridor. Niall helplessly looked around trying to find someone or something to hide behind of , he shakily look behind trying to see if his father would help him as he tried with all his might to show his mother's hands off his. He looked at his mother dragging his feet not ready to move at all as he saw the familiar cabin come into the view.

"I don't want to Ma!! Da !!! I – I hate needles mom , I – I don't want him to look" he began crying frantically as his mother pushed open the door. He started hitting his mother's hand trying to loosen the tight grip she had on his dainty wrist making her stop in front of the door. She smiled softly at him , pushing his hair back , one hand still tightly holing him not setting him free as she reassured him.

"Its going to be okay love"

"Its going to be okay love"

Niall jumped little in his seat , Harry's voice bringing him into the present. He looked at him and then at his hand gripping Harry's tightly on the gear before he removed it shakily , taking a deep breath willing himself to forget about the memory