Precious | n.s

11

Silence is most powerful scream

~Precious, Quote 11

For next few days the atmosphere in Horan - Styles household was pretty much tense. The fight from few nights ago has been taking toll on both, with Niall wanting no one but Harry to come to him but stubborn enough not to make the first move and Harry drowned in self guilt, thinking he has hurt his husband alot. Days are gone by with both not talking to each other only sharing stares whenever they cross paths. Even a smile, a small gesture towards each other was too much for them.

It was not like they never fought , they had their movements. We tend to have differences when we are in relationship, that is a part of living together. But this fight was heavy, was something they never had and it hurt them both.

Niall will send Harry's lunch by his driver instead of strutting down to his office and Harry would ponder on where he went wrong. After three days of Niall not talking to him, he realized maybe he did make a mistake, maybe he was out of line.

But that made him think how? Or why?

All he was trying to do is make a way, find a solution if anything has to happen. He had only one goal in mind, and that is not to loose Niall. Niall Horan, is his life and he can never imagine........never want to imagine a life without him. All he was trying to do is to keep his life, at whatever cost.

And like that at one of those lunches, when he was sitting alone in the confines of his room, staring down at his uneaten food after a rant call from Louis, Niall's best friend and more, Harry realised the fact that he wasn't completely right, yes he over reacted, but he never betrayed Niall.........that was never his intention. But he also realized the burden Niall is in, the mountain he is carrying on his shoulder. He can't begin to imagine how scared Niall must be, it is his life the doctor was talking about.

And somewhere along those lines Harry realized whether or not he is right or wrong he should suck it up and be their for Niall. Be the backbone, the person he would lean on to at the times like this. And he realized he should get his shit together before the results come in. As it had been about time for them to come. And however big fight they had, he would never want for Niall to take that call alone. To learn about his diagnosis alone.

He is not cruel

And is definitely not heartless.

He realized at that moment he loves his princess and is hurting him, and never a thought alone had stabbed Harry more than it did.

From that day, that point all Harry's time went on thinking off how to ask for forgiveness, how to let Niall take him back. He thought and thought of all different ways he can apologize. He knew this time only words would not be enough.

He had hurt Niall with actions and he would apologize with them.

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"Louis enough! I am tired, let me go to sleep!" Niall pushes Louis from the couch, making him fall flat on his bum on the floor. He curls his fingers into his baby blue blanket, closing his eyes as he lazily cuddles into his side. He opens one eye to see if Louis actually went away only to close it hurriedly as Louis gets on his fast rubbing his bum.

He turns around as Louis starts pulling him up by his wrist, playing dead. He squeezes his eyes shut as Louis starts "Oh come on Niall, you have been sleeping for the end of time it seems"