Losing Control

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Aisling.
     Tired was an understatement. I love my job dearly, but this week seemed to be a never ending spiral. Today I worked 13 hours so as soon as 12:45 hit I clocked out and started on my way home. I made a detour and went to the nearest convenience store looking for a pint of Ben & Jerry's peanut butter core ice cream. I was too lazy and refused to waste gas so I said fuck it and went in wearing my nurses uniform not caring who saw me.

     I went into the store going straight towards the ice cream searching for my peanut butter goodness. I found one at the back the very last one silently cheering to myself I made my way towards the register, seeing as the line was longer than the grocery store line on the first of the month I decided to get some more snacks rather than wait in line for one pint of ice cream. I picked up some Sour Patch Kids, a bag of Hot Cheetos, a six pack of Reese's Cups, a bottle of Mountain Dew, and a pack of pads knowing my period would soon be here. Feeling as if my basket was now successfully filled with snacks I turned back to the line noticing it shrunk significantly.

     As I finally made it into the front of the line I heard (and smelled) a group of Niggas coming in. I didn't even bother turning around, I knew it had to be about 1:30 in the morning and they had to of had the munchies based off the smell they were giving off. I put my bucket of snacks on the counter and got ready to pay for them when I saw a tattooed hand put $20 on the counter. I turned and saw no other than Tony looking down at me smiling. "What you doing outside at this time of night lil girl?" Tony asked while grabbing my bags of the counter and following me out the door "Boy I'm grown don't play with me and I just got off work." "Ight where we going now?" "I don't know about you but I'm about to take my black ass home and eat" "ok I'm coming too" Tony said getting into the passenger seat of my car. "And what about your boys?" I asked "They cool, ain't bout to do shit but get in some trouble, trust me I ain't missing shit." "Whatever I hope yo high ass don't think you bout to eat all my damn food." I said as I pulled out of the parking lot

     We made it to my apartment and Tony sat on my couch while I went into my room to rid my self of my uniform. "So what happened with you and dude ass?" Tony asked from the other room "Do we really gotta talk about that?" I asked coming from my room removing my hair from its bun "yeah we do now sitcha ass down and talk" Tony said pulling me down onto the couch next to him "All imma say is I threw the whole nigga away" I said laughing and stuffing my face with candy "Anyway what you been into, ain't heard much from you lately" "I just been chilling, working and getting high and that's you fault that nigga had you dumb how you gon cut me off like that?" He asked with a straight face "I'm sorryyyyyyy." I said dragging the 'Y' in sorry "Not even gonna lie that was some real life goofy shit on my part" I said seriously "It's all good where Cyra yall ass usually attatched at the hip?" He asked grabbing a handful of my Sour Patch Kids "She probably somewhere fucking my brother and put my damn candy down. "That's nasty and you better stop talking to me crazy before I choke your little ass." "Choke me all imma do is smile" I said messing with Tony
    
    He pulled a blunt out and lit it while we chilled. He tried to pass the blunt to me "Tony stop playing you know I don't smoke no more." I said pushing his arm  back over to where he was laying "Yeah I know but you been through all that shit with that goofy ass little boy you might as well take a hit." He said while moving his arm back in my direction I thought about what he said and mentally said fuck it taking the blunt out of his hand, putting it to my lips taking a long puff feeling the smoke feel my lungs. "That's my girl." Tony said watching me smoke the blunt before passing it back to him

     We finished half the blunt and got tired. Tony picked me up as if I didn't weigh anything and put me into my bed he stripped into his boxers and started to climb into my bed before I stopped him. "The fuck you doing?" I asked him with my hand on his chest stopping him from getting into the bed "Getting into the bed." "You better get on that damn couch." I said stubbornly "I'm not about to sleep on the couch it's not the first time I been in the bed with you , just this we aren't naked now move your little ass hand." Tony said proving a point which made me move my hand "Whatever just take your ass to sleep." I said tossing a pillow at him And with that he layer down and we drifted off into a deep sleep
   
     I felt somebody shaking me awake. I opened my eyes and saw Cyra. "Why and the fuck are you waking me up you had better be dying" I said angrily to Cyra "No me and Antwan got hungry and we know you always cook on Saturdays so here we are"
She said as if it was basic knowledge "Why the fuck are you moving so much?" Tony asked his sleepy voice still very much present "It's not me that's Cyra hype ass now get up so we can eat." "Ok nugget head but I ain't got no damn pants on."  And with that I kicked Cyra out my room and headed towards my kitchen 

     "Ew what the fuck." I heard as soon as I walked out I turned to see my brother "why are you half naked?" He asked as he turned around facing the opposite way "Everyone knows I sleep in my underwear." "Ok and he's your brother he don't wanna see that shit." Tony said coming out of the room throwing his shirt at me "whatever." I said as I put the shirt on and began to scramble eggs "soooo did you dick that ass down?" Cyra asked causing Tony to laugh while making my brother and I shout her name in response "nahhh I ain't touch her if I did she wouldn't be standing right now" Tony said smirking at me "Calm all that shit down" my brother said towards them to "Antwan hush she needs some dick." Cyra said to my brother "Shut the fuck up" my brother said snapping at Cyra

    Once I finished cooking we all sat and ate thankfully the whole dick conversation was forgotten. Cyra and Antwan left before Tony. Antwan had to meet up with his baby momma. Cyra actually went to babysit this time leaving me and Tony alone again. I walked him to the door and gave him a hug. "if you really need some dick I got you." He said before releasing from the hug while laughing  "Boy bye" I said pushing him out the door "just trying to help and don't go ghost mode on me again or imma really make sure you can't walk." He said walking away smirking in the direction of his Uber.

     After everyone was officially gone I showered. And began to do my hair seeing as it was wash day. When I finished rolling the last perm rod into my hair I climbed into my bed and searched Netflix till I found a suitable show.

Thats right guys two updates in two days and this ones a long one. I hope you guys like it have a wonderful day.
         ~Day Day 💋