pins and Needles

Negative outcome

I'm so fed up of everyone around me,who knew how quick someone can turn on you when every one already has just to fit in with the crowd.I had a best friend once she is now my worst enemy,she trips me up in the hallways,pulls my hair and tells me too die. What have I ever done to her to deserve what she gives me,was she jelouse back when we were friends I don't know is this revenge ? Who cares I won't change her no one will she's just like all the others spoilt brats who think it's alright to be so crule to someone.

I decided to ask her when I next saw her,this was in the bathroom when she was with her minions Becky and Mya.I could tell this wasn't going to end well,I walk out the stall go up to her and say what did I ever do to you she replied with "you know I don't need to tell you" but I didn't I said to her please tell me why do you hate me so much she shouted in my face after me asking about five more times "YOU TOOK HIM AWAY FROM ME YOU STOLE EVERYTHING " I was in shock I didn't know she liked Zac she never told me, before I knew it she had me pinned against the wall and she kneded me in the stomach and said you tell anyone I will destroy you.what did you know I was right I had no one to tell so that wouldn't be a problem .

What they didn't know,what no one knew was I wouldn't be a burden in their life's anymore.I'll be gone and they will not only all think I'm dead but who cares they never liked me so that shouldn't bother anyone.I can't stand the abuse and touture I've been put through I don't think anyone would,I know there is probley a better way to solve this than disapearing completely but if I didn't then he would find me and bring me back.This is best for me and them seems as I'm such a bad person too everyone.

Words can hurt and I'm done with this,I simply can't even deal with any more mental or physical abuse or I fear I will brake like a twig,I'm not over exadurating I'm broken I'm like a feather in the wind I have not controlled or sense of direction.No one can change my mind not that there is anyone who cares,I'm happy I've found a way out of this hell hole I was debating whether I was gonna write a note to my mum but I changed my mind she wouldn't care she hates me so that doesn't matter and he could have found it and tryed to stop me. Once I'm gone I'll have a new life no one will know about my past,I can start again from scratch and you never know maybe I can find some friend,no they wouldn't understand.Goodbye crule world...