november

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I hate you. I hate that you came into my life just out of the bloom, the way fall shows up unannounced. I hate that I have all these feelings driving me crazy. I hate that I like you way more than the usual, way more than last week. I hate how sometimes out of nowhere I get sad because you aren't by my side. I hate that I find myself thinking of you at any moment of the day; when I first wake up I wonder if you had a good night rest, in the middle of the day I ask myself if you're thinking of me, at night I just wish it could be another day so I could see you or listen to your voice or read your text. I hate that I can't really admit it yet, but we both know. I hate how I already know you like the back of my hand. I hate that your mood affects me and that I wished I had the power to make you completely happy. I hate how close but yet so far we are. I hate how happy you make me, because I haven't been this happy in a long time. I hate how much I'm lying right now, because reality is I'm enjoying every single moment of it all.

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