for you

not a love one

She stood there silently as the small breeze caressed her face not wanting to let go of her breath. She knew once she let go, her eyes were going to be filled with water. She was strong and powerful but at that very moment she couldn't feel her legs. The uttered words dug a knife deep into the center of heart begging her for mercy. She begged her whole body to stay strong but it was as if every switch inside of it was turning off. She lost the battle and her body gave out on her. Tears fell down her cheeks and her legs gave out, making her stumble into the ground. Holding onto the sobs and screams, she tried her hardest to get back up and stop crying. The pain was more powerful, her heart shattered telling her to just let it cry. She found a dark corner within her surroundings and sat there letting it all happen. Holding her legs tightly against her chest she let out a scream asking her heart to stay strong. Her heart asked for mercy, for patience and time. It needed to cry and shatter, it needed this time. Words hurt more than she could have possibly imagine. "I'm sorry but I don't want this anymore, it's better to end this, end us." She had always been afraid of this day, but never did she think it'd come so soon. Giving into the sobbing and pain, she cried herself to sleep