The sun came out today. It doesn't show it's face too often here in Forks, and when it does we become hermits. It's ok though, when you have a family like mine. I enjoy spending lots of time with them. We took Nessie to the meadow for a while. Jacob came. His jokes about vampires and glitter never seemed to end. Jacob tends to forget that when he morphs back into human form that he is often naked, so Edward and myself have a few jokes up our sleeves too. Edward thinks I'm "beautiful" when I sparkle. He no longer sees it as "the skin of a killer". His love for me is unconditional, as my love for him is unconditional.
Edward and I are going to head over to Isle Esme for a couple of days. I crave being there. So many life changing things happened there. My memories are all too vague, and I want to go back to try and relive the experience, but in the right way. Edward and I are having a real honeymoon. Vampire and vampire. He can't hurt me now, so he wont have to spend his entire time stressed and unable to enjoy himself. Plus, it's hardly fair that I don't really remember my honeymoon. I remember parts of it, mostly just the pain at the end though, when Nessie started to grow rapidly.
We're not going to Isle Esme until Saturday afternoon. I will update you on the whole thing once I return! I'm going to sign off now and go lay in Edward's arms, where I belong.
Will write again soon.
-Bella.
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Sorry small chap
