It was "Minutes to Midnight" I returned from "The Hunting Party" In "Meteora"
Reached home, felt so fucking"Numb" my brain's been sore I
couldn't see though I had 4 eyes, No ties with the reality
Jack in me, I've been so high, no lie, sobriety is a fallacy
My hands stumbled up on the remote, I picked it up
try to switch the television on, but it was sick on drugs
I guess, but no I realized I hadn't plugged the chords right
a minute later, with white I could see "One more light"
And the news flashed right on track, "Chris Bennington died"
The fuck? The media claimed my man committed suicide
All "Living Things" die but why would he take his own life?
Didn't he talk about fighting depression and control Mike?
Then his interview on Depression was played, the view displayed
How true he stayed to his music, wait. is it really true or fake?
I can't think straight I'm fucking around in an useless state
Confused I contacted my friends and they all were fruitless cakes
He's gone for good, I had to accept
Roll on I would, when I wrap my head
Even "Thousand Suns" were darker than the night shade
They couldn't be "Recharged" batteries died on the 'High'way
it was way too high for me to take his 'High'ness wouldn't try to wake
I feel way too "Underground" than his cemetery, where he threw his life away
If you find me by the link, It would be a cowardice, but that man faced shit
I am so broke with no skills, I'm powerless, but that guy was Matrix
I wish we could somehow, "Reanimate" him, like some"Hybrid theories"
Without LP, my P don't get L, My fucking life is boring
I was "Crawling" in his tracks, "In the End" I have to "Break the habit"
or take some glasses, "Final Masquerade" and disappear ain't it magic?
I've"Given up" on life too, I'm "in Pieces" light can no longer reach us
everything they teach us, with all this shit I shoulda been in the fetus
A/N
MAN LISTENING TO LP MAKES YOU WANNA THINK, HOW THE HELL DID CHESTER EVEN DIE?
I'M DONE.
I JUST CANNOT WRITE NO MORE.
I HAVE LOST MY APPETITE BUT FUCK MAN I'M ON JACK AGAIN. SO I WON'T BE ONLINE FOR FEW HOURS OR SO DON'T FUCKING MIND. IF YOU DO, THEN FUCK OFF
