Life's like a white lie with black ink, a fine line that's graphic
So I draw in the madness and crawl into my casket
Drop dead like I'm trapped in the coffin the walls keep talking
I sync with em, like titanic, thoughts crossing me
Like a chain link fence across my face you see mayhem
Stalking me as it stays in my brain, crazy, cant save what I think
Fault rests in my actions as thoughts just spreads my consciousness
To the part where it makes no sense and torments often yet
I often dread, fostering what I nurture, bounce off like it's spring time
Carrying my morale while it's faltering, like a ghost child I feel haunted
And it's daunting me, caution to the wind, storms knock me out the ring
With the force of Ali's swing, the torque just made me spin
Crash course I've set in jettisoned to the reckless temp I've set to represent
And remove my existence, abort the freshman sense
With experience but what have I gained? I lost innocence
In a sense I'm feel the intent to be different but nothing significant
Or brilliant just deviant it ain't easy I'm meant to be creative
But ain't no shit I've savor, so what flows in me is hatred
Or I coax myself as a fake kid with laughs at every statement
And praise what you saying but attention I ain't paying
Cause my mind is occupied with decaying thoughts of how I'll survive
These chatoic matrices that form around me that'd even make
Keanu go ape shit and drown in self hatred huh!
I'm at the lowest of lows, I'm unknown to you folks
Only throne that I hope to get is being alone with my phone
No where to go but I'm still social and broke, hopeless soul so
If you notice I told you that I'm novice and it's no joke
I'm tryna be more though but failures creep upon my problems
I'm at the lowest of low, I finally understood rock bottom...
