The Justified

Chapter One

The hurt in my heart for Jessica is drowning me. All my thoughts are of her. Teddy wraps her arms around me, but I don't even feel it. This type of pain should not exist. I hope this is a twisted dream, and I wake up to see her smiling face again, But I can't wake up.

I can't hear anything, or see anything, because the pain is so strong. Teddy is trying to comfort me, but it's not helping very much. I try not to make a scene that is impossible. I feel everyone crowding around my collapsed body. I'm surprised that nobody else is weeping in sorrow like me. Emotionless much?

I look up, and and I see everyone trying to comfort me, but then I notice Caleb in the same spot as before, and he is at the back of the train. I have never wanted to strangle someone in my entire life.

I look to my side and see Uriah with us too, wow, I didn't even see him jump in.

I don't know why, but I have to save her. I feel myself coming to my feet and I look off the edge of the train. I need to go to Jessica.

I feel my feet leave the ground as I try to jump of this train to go and try to save her. I heard everyone screaming my name as I am in the air.

Right before I hit the ground, I feel a weight dragging me back towards the train......

What is happening?

I then feel my feet hit the train floor once again. I fall and hit the train tile. Who did that?

I look over where I tried to jump, and I see Uriah standing there, with everyone else behind him. Uriah saved me?! I get up.

"What the hell Uriah?" I scream at him.

"What do you mean "What the hell?" I saved you from death! Be grateful for once!"

"I didn't wanna kill myself! I was going for Jessica!"

"Face it Cat! Jessica is dead! I'm sorry okay? Sometimes you have to face your fears."

I did already, War, my #1 fear, happened in real life, and only Four and I know that.

Four looks at me with the look of "I know what you're thinking."

I stand there for a second, then, I explode. I shove Uriah and his back hits the train wall. He shoves me back, hard.

Four then says in his stern voice, "You would have died anyway."

I turn to him and I say "Oh shut strong guy, you would have done the same for Tris!"

Four then gets furious and out of nowhere he punches me in the face. Tris then holds Four back and Peter holds me back.

"Cat, it's okay. Shhh." Peter says softly. It calms me down and sends shivers down my spine. How the hell did Peter do that?

Teddy then speaks up, "Really guys, fighting?! Stop being childish! Okay Cat, we know that Jessica was down there, but there was no reason to try and jump. You should be thanking Uriah. Uriah, no need to shout at people, she just wanted to save someone. Four, what the hell was that? That was really necessary huh? I mean yeah, Cat did say something that shouldn't of but no need to get physical."

We all stand there, in silence, for at least a minute.

I look back at Four, and I don't think I can look at him the same way again. He looks at me, first with an angry glace, then a sympathetic one. I shake my head and look away. I know he didn't mean it, but I can't just forgive him after that, I don't know.