Recently I've been avoiding the outside. I just get a bad feeling from it. It feels like someone is watching me. Mako says it's just my imagination because he checked the house, nobody. He's gone to the store and does everything for me because of two things. He's my bodyguard and I'm just paranoid of the outside. I'm scared of outside the same way I'm scared of water. Fucking terrifying.
I refuse to sleep in my own bed, so Mako let me sleep in his. Mako has always been there for me, and now he's making sure I'm safe. He's protecting me because he knows someone is after me. A few months ago I got stabbed and mugged by a group of guys, so he's trying to help keep me alive. That's his job. But I actually like him a lot. I'm shy, though.
Most nights, I'm like a stuffed animal to Mako and I have to try sleeping in his arms. His arms that crush me, but it's okay. I'm fine with it because I love him. Mako is still trying to get me to go outside. I agreed, but he has to keep close eye on me. I tend to wander off and get myself in trouble. After going outside, I got both of us kicked out of Junkertown. Mako was really mad this time.
The two of us went to search for shelter and Mako found a small hut that was enough for the two of us. I feel like an idiot. I did this.
"M-Mako...Roadie...I'm sorry." A tear rolled down my cheek, Mako holding my face then he hugged me. I liked his warmth. It comforted me while we were stuck in the cold.
The two of us had at least brought some food, but that doesn't matter, I won't last long. We have very little water anyway. It was late, the moon already out and the two of us decided to sleep. He was pretty much my blanket. Mako let me wear his long sleeve shirt and told me I need it more than him.
I believed him. There's one thing couldn't believe: the fact I woke up unable to breathe. It was like I was choking yet it was almost like a seizure. Mako was still asleep. I was dying. I managed to nudge him enough that he'd wake up and realize what was going on. He helped me onto my side and seemed like this was nothing. I mean, yeah I have some ad epilepsy, but this isn't nothing. What if I died?
"Jamie...Jamie...calm down. I know it's hard, but it's over. Deep breaths." Mako held me in his arms while I sobbed like a child. I'm a child. That's exactly what I am.
After I calmed myself, I realized something was bleeding on my face, I thought it was a cut and didn't need to deal with it, but Mako pointed out my eye was bleeding. How could I not notice? Mako got up and left while I covered my eye and kept it shut.
As soon as he came back, I knew what he wanted. He's just going to sew my eye closed. I shook my head, backing up and making attempts to escape. Mako grabbed me, forcing me to sit down. He practically choked me while holding me down just to see my eye shut. I laid in agony, kicking and crying. Like...a child. He ignored my cries for him to stop and I pushed him away, trying to run out the door. He let me run and run and run. I found myself lost. Passed out in the middle of nowhere.
Mako is trying to kill me. The whole sewing my eye shut didn't stop the intense bleeding because blood continued to flow freely. I'm scared. My eyes fluttered open, someone holding me up by my shirt. Specifically the collar of my shirt. My sight is just a little blurry.
"Stop being a child, Jamison." Oh...he only uses Jamison when he's mad. I could barely see his face, but his mask definitely wasn't on. "C'mon, you're coming back with me. You'll get over it." He's right, I did get over it. Because I love him.
After we got back, it's been a few hours since we woke up and Mako says it's time for lunch. "hey... Roadie...I'm not hungry." And as I said that, my stomach growled. Of course I want food but I don't want to waste it.
"You are hungry, Jamie. I know you are but if you don't want to, I won't make you eat." He pet my head, starting to eat his food. I watched him enjoy his food and then later spent hours on end trying to find a bigger place the two of us could live in. Mostly abandoned houses or scrap piles. The houses at least had working stoves and some had canned food in them. That food is for Mako and he was glad to see I found somewhere. There's even a bed that fits us two perfectly.
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