~ You're Taught To Be Good, But You Learn To Be Bad ~ Finn Wolfhard X Reader

I Want You Gone

Finn's POV

After I kicked Grace out of the house, I decided to walk around the neighborhood. It'd been awhile since I'd been able to do that, and right now I just wanted to be alone because I couldn't even begin to process how Y/n must be feeling right now.

I did something unforgivable... Fuck, the way she looked at me when Carl finally got her to walk away. Her poor tear-stained cheeks, and her heartbroken eyes... Do I even deserve her forgiveness? 

~ Flashback ~ 

"Finn what'd you do?!" Millie asked, worriedly. My head was too damn far in the haze that couldn't bring myself to even answer her.

"Where's Gaten? I need a cigarette..." I replied, hoarsely. Suddenly I saw Gaten, he was in the kitchen rolling a joint for Sadie. Millie continued to ask me what was wrong. I simply ignored her again, this time trying to push past her, but she just wouldn't let up. Millie immediately gripped my shoulders and pushed me away from the kitchen.

"Goddamn it, Finn! Tell me what happened!" She burst. Without thought, without reason. I pushed her off me. She stumbled back a few feet, hitting her back against the wall. Immediately Joe suddenly intervened.

"What the hell, man?!" Joe said, helping Millie to her feet.

"She's fine." I groaned. Grabbing a cup from the table and downing it, allowing the alcohol to leave a firm and harsh burn in the back of my throat. As I reached for another, I suddenly felt a hand on my wrist. It was Joe, once again intervening...

"You've had enough, man." He said, taking the cup from my hand.

"Fuck off, dude," I replied, grasping for the cup.

"Finn, stop!" Millie yelled as she pulled me away from Joe. "How's Y/n gonna feel when she finds out your acting this way?" That was it... That's what broke me.

"Millie, go the fuck away! I don't need you fucking babying me!" I yelled finally. She looked at me, hurt and slightly taken aback. Suddenly I felt the harsh sting of the slap she left on my right cheek.

"Whoa!" The crowd called. That's when I realized everyone had been watching... She suddenly gripped my arm and drug me upstairs. She harshly pushed me into my bedroom. My drunken ass fell to the floor.

"Fuck..." I groaned, lying on the ground.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" She scoffed. "Why are you acting like everyone else is in the wrong?!"

"Shut the fuc-" She immediately cut me off.

"Jesus Finn..." She huffed. "You can hate me all you want tomorrow when you're sober! Until then shut your damn mouth, and listen. I don't know what the hell this is all about... But you need to get a hold of yourself!" And with that, she slammed the door leaving me alone. 

~ End Of Flashback ~

All the terrible drunken decisions I made last night, they very well could've and possibly still can ruin my life. Y/n from day one was the only thing that ever mattered to me. Knowing her, and helping become herself may be the most meaningful thing I've ever done with my life.

All the fucked up things I said to my friends... And Millie was right from the beginning. I was acting like everyone else was to blame for my stupid fucking choices.

"Finnie!" That stupidly annoying voice called. I turned around to see Grace running toward me. "Baby, where's the fire?" She smiled, catching up with me.

"Jesus, can't you take a hint? I don't want you here." I groaned, picking up my pace trying to get away from her. Sadly she picked up her pace too.

"That's where you're wrong, baby... You do want me here. You want me to fix your mistake." She smiled, grabbing my hand. I quickly pulled it away.

"What fucking mistake?"

"Y/n, of course. I know she's just payback for what I did to you, but baby... I-I learned my lesson. I won't do it again." She replied.

"I don't want you, Grace."

"Yes, you do." She smiled as if trying to reassure me.

"Why are you so hellbent on ruining my relationship?" I scoffed.

"Because your mine, Finn! And if ruining your relationships, and breaking your heart over and over till you realize I'm the only one for you is the way to do it... I will keep doing it till you get the fucking message!" She smirked.

"You know what?" I replied.

"What?" She said continuing to smile.

"You're right Grace. I do want you. I want you to get into the nearest car and drive so far away that I never have to see your pathetic face again." I smiled back. "Because I want you gone..." The smile on her face suddenly disappeared.

"You're gonna regret hurting me, Finn Wolfhard..." She mumbled.

"Don't worry, the only thing that comes to mind when I think about you is regret." And with that, I continued on down the street. 

A/N: Hello, my beautiful people! Okay so, I'm probably gonna post two chapters tonight. And that will conclude the end of this part. Do not worry, this is not the end. I still a little more fight in me. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed. I love you all so much, and I hope you have a good day/night! <3