Dark Secrets ( A Michael Clifford ff )

Chapter 2.

Lou POV.

I jerked away from his touch as he took my wrist in his warm and large hands. "What´s this?" he asked in a carefully and heart-warming voice and his fingers run softly over my scars. Why was he asking me this? He doesn't want to hear it anyway and would just judge me for the things i did.

There are so many people I tried to tell about it but i failed. Nobody takes it serious and they are saying that I´m just doing it for attention. Nobody really listen. Nobody cares.

A week ago i just couldn't hold it in any longer so i showed the marks on my left arm to my sister. I thought maybe she would understand it and help me but she didn't. She said that she doesn't want to be bothered with that because she´s "just so young". I felt like a completely fool. This empty feeling in my stomach that no one cares

And then she went away and left me alone with my problems in the dark. I would never be able to look her in the eyes again because she knows it. She knows the hidden truth.

"Nothing" i just mumbled and tried to free myself from his hands "It's nothing you want to know" I added quietly as i walked a few steps away from him. I immediately missed his arms around my waist and the warmth of his body although he was a stranger who i only knew for about five minutes.

He came after me shouting "Wait! I'll carry you home. My car is at the beginnig of the brigde only a few metres from here. C'mon" and grabbed my wrist again but this time a little bit sronger.

"STOP!" I screamed automatically and tried to stop stumbling after him. His gaze turned to me with a quizzical look. I just pointed with my head to the point i stand a few minutes ago.

"My mother don't know and isn't meant to know this all and by the way she doesn't even know that I'm out this late" I explained. I climbed through my window and ran away from home so my mother who was downstairs doesn't know that I'm not asleep anymore.

"Then come with me. I have enough space at my apartment so if you do not mind i offer you to sleep this night at mine." he offered me and shrugged with his shoulder.

"I do not know ... if this is a good idea because..." i responded quite unsure what to do because i mean i cant go home with a stranger this late and sleep at his home. Maybe he's a drug addict...or a raper?!! 'Lou calm down he's at your age and stopped you from attempting suicide. Go with him! You have no other choice.'

"So it's setteld then. C'mon my car is over there" he demanded without even giving me the chance to decide otherwise. "Oh by the way are u feeling cold? Are you freezing? I mean you only wear a short dress. Here take my jacket! You can have it."

He gave me a warming smile and the jacket. I thanked him quitly for it because it was really cold outside here in London. Now he was freezing because he only wore a tshirt but he doesn't seem to care about it. That was so sweet and kind of him.

As we reached his car he opened the door for me like a gentleman. Just this little action let my face go red like a tomato within seconds. "Aw you're so cute when you're blushing" he said in awe. Ok...what just happend?

All of sudden after a short drive he asked " By the way what's your name? I haven't asked for it yet or?"

"No you haven't. My name's Lou" i responded and quickly added " And what's yours?"

"Michael" he said with a huge grin on his face. Again I felt the butterflies in my stomach going crazy and my heart warming up. I could get used to this owerhelming feeling in my hole body. His smile is the most beautiful thing on this world I've ever seen. 

"How long does the drive take?" i asked him curiously. I jusrt don't know why but I'm looking forward to see his apartment how he lives and i was really tired after this night.

My eyelids gone weak until they obeyed me ultimately and I sank into a deep sleep.

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Suddenly I heard a door cracking and something under my waist and my legs. I forced myself to open my eyes but i was too weak and too tired.

He lifted my body and his arm muscles flexed. A door shutted and some keyes were turned around in a door as he finally entered the house. His house.

After a few seconds I noticed something cold and soft under me and recognized it as his bed. I sighed at the comfort as a warm breath came to my ear " Goodnight sweetheart" he whispered and opened the door to leave the room.

"Stay" I whispered in my half-awake half-asleep sleep.

"Okay" he asnwered quitly and i could hear in his voice that he was smiling. The noise of a belt buckle and pants falling down to the floor filled the room as finally a hand slideed around my waist and pressed me to his strong chest. I felt safe and I snuggled in his arms. I could stay in this position till the end of my life.

"Goodnight again babe" he whispered in the dark and planted a kiss on hair.

I felt two old feelings growing inside of me. Something I haven't felt in a long long time. But now they returned to me and I hope they will stay there a bit longer.

Love and Happiness

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P.S.: Have a good time in Italy Lou... miss you so much xx