Kels POV
Days had passed and it was killing me to avoid Erin. I had to do something about but right now I had to handle some business. I hopped out of bed and took a long hot shower. I decided to wear all black. I grabbed my wallet and hopped in the car blasting Kevin Gates. I was in route to Bangz crib.
I walked in and it was different. New employees, more drugs, and more hoes. Sometimes I even questioned myself on why I was in this game. I walked to the back where Bangz was and he had some nigga chained to the chair.
"Just in time Kels!" he said dapping me up.
"What I gotta do this time man!"
"I want you to finish this nigga off for not bringing the rest of the drugs." he said pointing at the dude and slapping him with the pistol.
"Now you know I don't like killing people man!" He gave me this death stare that could've killed me if he looked longer. I knew what was next. He wanted everything his way, and his way only. I was getting tired of him but the money I had coming in was flawless.
I shook my head and began grabbing for my gun. I closed my eyes.
"Pow!" the gun sounded and when I opened my eyes, it hit him right in the eye. I always had good aim. I guess that's why he always wanted me to handle business. "Now get rid of him" he said pointing at the body bag in the corner.
I shook my head and sighed. I dragged the nigga to the body bag and zipped him up. I carried the bag outside and threw it inside my trunk. I can't believe I did what I said I wasn't gonna do again. I jumped in the car and drove to the junkyard Bangz had somebody watching over. I threw him the bag and let him do whatever with it. Sometimes he burned the body, sometimes he buried em. Sometimes he even called the families of them and informed them.
I ran back to my car. I was hurt. "I'm a horrible fucking person!" I said to myself.
"I ain't shit!!! Who would want me?!" I screamed. Why did I have to be in this game? It was sweet at first but now it's just downright dirty. I banged on my wheel and screamed the whole time I was driving. I didn't wanna go home and be alone. I knew exactly where I was going.
I got to Erin's house and looked around before I got out. I was about to knock before I saw a shiny key peeking under the Welcome mat. I grabbed it and quietly turned the key and walked in.
"Ma! That you?" I heard her say from upstairs. I kept quiet and crept through the living room trying to find the room. I heard her shuffling and then her door opened. I heard a click and before you knew it, I turned around and grabbed the gun, shooting the wall.
"Kels? Fuck you here for?" she said releasing an relieved breath.
"I had nobody to talk to Erin" My head hung low.
"You mean to tell me, you ignored me for days, broke into my house just to tell me you had nobody to talk to?" she said pissed.
"I came here to apologize, and first of all I didn't break into your house. Whoever hides the spare key should hide it a little better." I snickered. She hit me in my arm.
"Why you here Kels?"
I grabbed her arm and pulled her towards the room she came out of. I assumed it was her room. "Fuck is you doing man?" she said.
I sat there and looked at her. I never told people the deep story about my life. I wanted to tell her but not just yet. So instead I did the first thing that came to mind. I kissed her.
"Wha-t are y-ou doi-ng!" She said in between the kisses trying to catch her breath. I said nothing. I just deepened the kiss. I grabbed her shirt and pulled it over her head, not breaking the kiss. Her body tenses up but it immediately gets comfortable when I whisper to her.
