Psychotic (Phan)

Prologue

I looked Phil then at the knife in my hand.

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Dan walked to his house alone. It was after midnight. He didn't like going home while his parents were awake. He walked up to his room quietly, making sure not to wake anyone up. Dan crawled under his black, checkered bed sheets. His breathing was uneven as he sobbed into his pillow. All he wanted to do was get out of this house, but he couldn't, there was no where else to go. Soon his sobs were replaced with snores as his eyes got heavy and then closed causing the hurt boy to fall asleep.

Dan did not have a good day. Today, he lost his mother. The only person he could trust. Adrian and Dan never got along and Dan's dad was always at work. The three of them only came together and stopped fighting to mourn their mom/wife. All Dan wanted was a break from his misery.

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Phil walked home. He kept his head down the entire way. He told him self that everything would be okay even though he knew he was lying to himself. He didn't remember why everything became the way it was but he knew things would never be the same. He sighed as he unlocked the door to his house and went inside and straight to his room. He didnt speak to his brother who was worried sick about him. He plopped down on his bed and put headphones in and listened to music, drowning everything around him out. It was peaceful. The only peace Phil had right now. All Phil wanted was a friend.

Phil didn't tell Martyn anything anymore. He didn't feel like Martyn could be trusted anymore. Why? Only Phil knows. Something must have gone wrong along the line for things to be this way. Phil swore to himself that he wouldn't tell anyone about that faithful night. Not a single soul. It was one of the worst nights of his life and he couldn't tell any one about it. He feared no one would understand. Was he right? Phil had his problems just like everyone else. He didn't tell the world though. He kept his problems to himself. Internally, he was broken. Externally, he was fine. If you knew Phil Lester, you would have never guessed he was unhappy. You would have thought hd had the perfect life. Well you were wrong.

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"Ow watch where you are going brunette"

Oh god...