He been In out of the hospital since we came back from our honeymoon, that was two and half years ago. when he first got sick it was hard on him but he never let it show how much pain he was in, he never showed any signs of sickness but as the days and months went on that facade he was trying to show that he was Okay started to fade away. he went from loving, caring, sweet and gental to this angry violent uncaring billigarent and nasty person. I never got mad at him when he would yell at me or throw things at me or tell me that I was useless and that he did not love me. I knew he was just upset that he was sick and he had to take a lot of medicine, and was always in and out of the the hospital going for check ups and getting treatments.
It was not his fault that he was sick he has a condition where the heart does not pump enough blood to the much needed parts of his body meaning joints and muscles, which causes him to be in a lot of pain. he's on the donor list to get new a heart and valves. I walked to the room to give him his breakfast and daily dose of meds that he needed to get though the day, and also to prep his body for surgery which is 5 months away. I walked to the side of the bed to wake him "yeobo, (honey) wake up so you can eat and take your meds"I said in whisper like voice "uhhhh!"he said making a groning noise. I bent down to help him sit up "let's get you in the bathroom so we can get you cleaned up." I leaned over to wrap his arm around my neck and my arm around his waist I walked him into the bathroom and set him down on a chair. it made it easy for me to get him to the shower and bathtub, and the sink with ease as I sat him down so I could help him brush his teeth. ever since we started our morning routine I noticed he has been staring at me, it was more of a concentrated observing analysing kind of staring. its like he's watching how I took care of him , "yeodo what's wrong, you haven't said anything all morning" I said again he just looked at me and just shrugged his shoulders. it was starting to worry me cause around this time he's yelling and cursing at me but he's not.
this Is my first story so please be patient with me.
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