the ties that bind (interracial ambw)

Old ways

after he had his little emotional feast a few days ago I thought it would last I was wrong he went back to his old ways. he would call me names it's like they have grown harsher most of the time his words would hurt me to my core. there's a saying I use to hear all the time when I was little, when someone would say mean things to me and I would react by screaming and yelling at them my teacher would say to me "sticks and stone's may break your bones but your words would never hurt me." whoever said that is a lying son of bitch words do hurt when they are coming from the person that you love and who you're also married to. while I was thinking to myself as I always do cause it's only thing I can do I hear my name being called from up stairs "SEREN WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU!", he yelled from his room I walked up the stairs and in to the lions den the minute I opened the door the was cursing at me "YOU GONE FUCKING DEAF OR SOMETHING DID YOU NOT HEAR ME CALLING YOU"no, I was thinking about something I guess I got caught up in my own thoughts I said to him in a very scared voice. "WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU WERE DOING THAT HAD YOU SO MUTHERFUCKIN BUSY YOU CAN'T HEAR ME" I just got wrapped up in my own thoughts is all you know how I get when I have a lot of things on my mind I drift off, "WHAT WERE YOU THINKING ABOUT SO HARD HUH! LEAVING ME IS THAT WHAT HAD YOU SO GOD DAMN PREOCCUPIED YOU WERE THINKING OF LEAVING" I was not thinking of No such thing you're over reacting a little don't you think I said matter of factly. "YOU UNGRATEFUL BITCH I'M NOT OVERREACTING YOU ARE  PLOTTING ON LEAVING ME I CAN'T WAIT TILL I GET MY SURGERY." why are you like this you're making something out of nothing I said, "JUST GET THE FUCK OUT YOU DISGUST ME" I started to cry this is getting to be to much for me.

I know that it's duper short I had to get it our before I forgot it enjoy.