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Fuck. I held my stomach in pain. awful sounds escaping my mouth.

"Dan, you alright?" Chris whispered as he knocked on the bathroom door.

I couldn't answer his question as flowers filled my mouth. Tears filled my eyes. wet flowers laid on the tiled floor. My vision got fuzzy ,"Dan?" Chris asked as he knocked on the door. "Yeah, I'm fine," I replied as I wiped my mouth. I hugged my knees, i really do want to find love, even if it means I have to suffer. "Dan, I left some dinner on the table for ya', I'm going out for a bit okay?" Chris said as he opened the door.

"Oh dan," Chris came over to me and helped me up. If he weren't holding me I would've fell to the ground right then and there. He walked me back to my room, my feet walking on the cold wood tiled floors. "I'll be back in a bit, feel better," Chris said as he left my room.

Now I was alone with my thoughts, why in the hell do I have to put up with Hanahaki, coughing flowers every 2 hours. Was love really worth it, crying in pain, wishing it would end, just so I could have someone with me.

Then it struck me, who would love me. No one would want to put up with me. Maybe getting the surgery was a good idea, sure I couldn't feel love but like I fucking cared.

Tears ran down my cheeks, eventually soothing me, and making me fall asleep.

"Dan!" Chris yelled as he shook me awake.

"What," I mumbled.

"Were in debt!" Chris said his voice falling and face turning into a frown.

This woke me up.

"What?" I say as I finally shake myself awake. "Were in debt, with you always getting checkups and painkillers, we can't pay the rent," Chris said as he took his hands off of me. That's when his face lit up again. "Hey, hey, hey! We could get another roommate yea? We have a guest bedroom which we only use when we bring girls over to..." Chris stops before giggling. My face turning red. "Yeah yeah," I said as I hid myself behind my sweater paws. "Well they can move into that room, we have to wash the sheets though," Chris says as he bounces off my bed and chuckles to himself.

"Dan what websites are there, I forgot!" Chris yelled from the kitchen.

This was going to be a long ass day.

A WEEK LATER

So, today's the day, we meet our new roommate. Well Chris is meeting him, not me. still, he's coming over to the flat, so I can meet him there. It'll probably end up just saying hi and ignoring each other. I wonder how me and Chris got along.

I was listening to imagine dragons, drawing a girl in the rain with only her yellow raincoat colored. Until the door to our flat swung open. I was on the couch in such a embarrassing position. "And that's dan," Chris said as he pointed to me. My face flushed red. Good first impression dan.

oh this guy is going to hate me

|A/N: hiiii, this is day one of the writers, hope ya enjoyed this first chapter, kachow gotta blest| mushy mushy did you know i watched it did you know i watched it its kinda scary

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