"Dan what the hell?" Chris whispers sharply when we're finally alone. Phil was watching something on tv a baking show or something.
"What?" I reply. "He's our roommate not your lover, you bimbo!" Chris says as his face softens and shoulders lay back down.
My face flushed red in only a matter of seconds. "s-s...sorry," I barley managed to choke out. "I think it's cute, now you can finally have love yea?" Chris says a smile appeared on his face. Then it suddenly disappears, like a scared antelope. "Do you think we should tell him about your disease now?" Chris asks. I nod my head. Even though I really wasn't ready at all, I just wanted to get it out of the way y'know?
"Hey Phil?" I ask. "Yeah?" Phil replies. A fucking ping pong tournament was knocking around in my stomach. "Can you come over here?" I say in a softer voice but loud enough so he can hear me. He walks up and looks around for a bit until he's standing in my doorframe. "Hm?" He hums. "So I have this disease where i cough flowers and it's horrible as it sounds and that's why I go to the washroom so often but I only keep it around because I want love and you're kinda cute by the way also I just wanted to tell you since I think you've already found out, oh and please don't move out because of me," I say in a fast squeaky voice. (ava) Phil's eyes widen ," dan I couldn't hear a thing you said," he says with a slight chuckle.
"I have a disease where I cough flowers, I think you caught on to that though after what recently happened," I say with a hushed voice. "please don't move out because of me..." I say even quieter. I was on the verge of tears. Then Phil wraps his arms around my neck, which ends up making me bawl. "I wouldn't do that, you two seem lovely I want to stay, so don't worry about that," Phil said. I swear I could feel him smile.
Why are you so smiley?
A rush of relief flew threw me, at least he won't be leaving...
*bing bing*
"hold on" Phil whispers as he shuffles to his phone. His face lit up, "my girlfriend is in town I'll be back soon, and.." Phil said, I cut him off with my mind I didn't want to listen to what plans he had with his girlfriend. I shouldn't be jealous, it was just him being nice, stop overthinking actions.
"Dan?" Phil asks as he taps me on the shoulder.
I don't want to deal with him right now. "I'm gonna go," I say as I stand up and run to the door. fuck I don't know where I'm going but I sure as hell don't want to be near Phil.
I end up staying in a hotel. I over react. Jesus dan, you got a fucking hotel room, what are you doing? But Phil's words kept replaying in my mind, making me cry. Eventually my throats hurts from screaming inside a pillow, and my eyes sleepy from crying so much.
I start coughing...fuck this, fuck you, and fuck my life.
Sharp object, where's a sharp object?
|A/N: day here, guess what danyUL is doing, hehe, anyway, hope you enjoyed this, I initially planned to have Phil get a gf after stuff happens but, y'know I have plans ;-)|
