Words Left Unsaid

do you?

do you ever wonder how i am?
do you ever wonder how much i hurt?
do you ever take a second to remember?

no.
you dont.
we are a distant memory
only i seem to never forget.

sometimes i wonder if you do.
sometimes i wonder how you are
i wonder how much you hurt
i wonder about you.

but you'd never do the same

maybe that is what hurts
maybe that is why
you never wonder
maybe that's what went wrong.

or maybe it was me.
i wonder if it was my fault.
i wonder if i'm the reason why:

the scars are on your skin
the tears are in your eyes
and the hatred is in your heart.

is it me?