A week later...
"Thats it for today! You're doing good as always Z!" i swear he shout so loud even we're not that far apart. Don't ask me who he is, he is the photographer. "I think you'll need some touch ups" Alissa crossing her hands looking at my dark undereye. "Yeah, concealers" i groaned. Alissa spend most of the day with me even more since that day she told me about moving to LA.
It's my pay day today and im about to save some of my money to help Alissa with her flight. "Im feelin super hungry honestly, modelling is a hella consuming my body" Alissa laugh so hard and i love it bcs im not gonna see it later. Then we headed to taco bells. It was about 30 minutes ride and im about to die starving.
We sit face to face and take the same spot as always. Seriously im not gonna sit here anymore after Alissa leave me, it kills me from the inside remembering all these perfect memories i spent with her in this chair. I might drown the entire Ohio with my tears."You have any plans?" She randomly asks. "Plans? nope. Just go with the flow" i say and take a huge bite of my gorgeous taco. "Like..seriously?.. i know you got some plans" she locks her stare at me. "Dont know yet, but yeah i always come up with some random shit" i say and lifting both my shoulders. "I wish i had some amazing side job like yours" she take a sip of cola. "Modelling? its not so amazing, its a small brand. Not Victoria's Secret" i said rolling my eyes. "Yeah. But look at me.. an 18 years old college girl working on the bank at the same time. Its boring, Z" she said and showing me her ID card. "Whats so wrong with struggling? modelling is also not my thing. But i gotta push my self and make me love it so i won't stressing out easily and ended up hang my self on the ceiling" i protested with higher voice, but at this point i don't want her to give up bcs oh my gosh success is not a instant ramen noodle.
"Im sorry, i just cant pay the rent anymore so i guess i gotta stay on that asshole's house" her voice cracked. Shit. No more tears. "Hey why don't you tell me? i can save up more money for you" i hold her hands. "You helped me a lot but i always ended up leaving you. im an asshole already, but i dont want to make you suffer even more Z.." she holds my hand tighter. "Then stay on my room.." i lock my eyes on her.
"No, i'll bother you. Its all good Z, i gotta push my self just like what u've said" she hugs me and wet my sweatshirt.
I cant help but crying too. "Just call me whenever you want. I'll pick you up" i said drying my eyes and pull my self from the so-tight hug and hold her hand. Gesturing strength to her mind and body. She nods and put on a really beautiful smile.And then we go back to our car after deciding to go shopping and be carefree for a sec after all the tears bcs why the hell not. Im holding a coke on my left hand and car keys on my right hand. We are well known as a fast-walker since we're a lil kiddos, also clumsy as fuck. And then yeah shit happen (again) i fall to the ground with a cold cola spilled all over my body. "What the fuck" was the only thing i said while looking at my white adidas sweatshirt. And then a tall muscular guy grab my hands and i feel his hand also around my waist, lifting me up since i fall completely without any good balancing reflect bcs shit yo i wasn't even looking.
I swear i didn't see him, but i see Alissa looking at him 100% looks like an idiot meeting her idol. Then i look up to him... fuck....
"im so sorry! goddamn it i wasn't looking and bumped you, you're soaking wet" his cracky voice blinds me. I go deaf for a couple of sec until i just realised he asks me twice "are you okay??" With super worried face mode. "Its cold but its fine. Im about to go shopping, i'll change soon" i explain and run to my car and don't even care that Alissa still standing there with the exact same facial expression.
But wow those hand is fast and strong y'all. He grab my left hand "are you crazy??" looking at me weirded out by my statement. Then he took off his black hoodie with a number on the back. I can't see it clear bcs yo im focusing my eyes on him. "Go change. i'll drive you to the mall" he said handing me his hoodie.
Man i dont know what to do but walk straight to the bathroom and change immediately bcs im not gonna leave Alissa with that men alone just like that. Its oversized but it looks okay bcs im wearing black shorts and a pair of white vans sk8 hi.
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Fanfiction"Believe me. I've trying so hard to kill my self. Until that day back in Ohio, i found a reason to stay live. Bcs damn i just wanna kiss you right away" He smiles kissing me like there is no tomorrow. i woke up clueless and you died forgetting