Heyya guys! I know its soooo random but i kinda feels it will be fun to see more inside both Z and Anthony's perspectives about this situation! And maybe everyone else on team 10🔥💘
••••••Emilio••••••
I wasn't a close friend of Z at the first year of highschool. She has her own group back then. Not the coolest, but they hang hout a lot and we met once or twice at a home party or such. She was a nice girl. I mean, she's fine and all. She has no idea what im talkin about since these spanish accent confuse her. But you know, friends come and go. Then we're becoming besties since the last year of highschool. Anthony and Chance had graduated since they're our seniors and yea they were cool asses, and they joins our graduation.
••••••Ivan••••••
I liked Z once honestly bcs who the hell not? But.. We go crazier and crazier by the time, so does Anthony. He was the most dangerous among us all. Not in a bad way, in ambitious way. So this explains the whole situation a lot. He's madly in love with Zeeva. So does she. Who the hell am i right? I just shurug it off and let him do the thang. I never want to ruin my friendship. The best friendship that i could've ever imagine.
••••••Chance••••••
But then that day comes. It was Z's first day moving out to her apartment. We celebrate everything. As always right? But this time, Tony was taking it too much. We're all drunk not knowing what and who we were. Then the morning comes and Anthony slapped my face. It was 7:03 i remembered it exactly.
He cried.
A river.
"The fuck man" his voice shakes. Yeah i guessed it, he raped her.
I was broken inside but i gotta act fast to cover this up.
Silly me fall in love with the girl who loved someone else.
••••••Anthony••••••
Condom on me, a girl i loved laying desperately unconscious on the ground.
Dirty, sweating, slapped, bruised, shattered with god only knows what.
Her face were pale and its killing me.
I put back on all my clothes and take a quick pic of her as an evidence.
I just don't know what to do
She will die within 2 days ig she knows it all.
And i will die right after she dies.
••••••Ivan••••••
We cleaned her up and dress her up. My chest hurt seeing her weak and clueless.
I just don't wanna see Anthony's eyes at this point.
He was an asshole not controlling him self when he know he was madly in love and all drunk.
I cried every single second.
I blame my self not trying to stop him.
But i swear to god i dont remember a single shit.
••••••Emilio•••••••
I saw Chance's eyes. I've never seen him this broken. Fucked up combo seeing his bestfriend and the girl he adores that much in this tragic situation.
Her body was flawless, her skin smooth as ever. but covered with bruises, slap marks, just messed up.
My mouth shakes seeing her eyes shutted peacefully.
I see Anthony handing that sleeping pills and i swear im about to punch him but ivan pulled me.
••••••Chance••••••
I swear we got no choice. We almost think she passed out due to the crazy dose that Tony give her. Im just about to hang my self on the ceiling and fucking end my life.
We carry her quitely and take her to Alissa.
Her eyes just about to fell outta her skull
Then we take her to her fucking real dad
Fuck he was pissed
Of course he did
He swore to god he will kill Anthony
Then he said "i'll die for her to be alive"
Then i've just realised that this girl meant to be with Anthony till her fucking las breathe bcs she deserves the men who would die to see her breathe.
Again, i died inside.
And her dad looked at Anthony endlessly and said "its painful enough not having a chance to say goodbye"
••••••Anthony••••••
Emilio's face all numb. But his tears won't stop raining. Even ivan helped him to stand up properly.
I take a deep fucking breathe
"its love right? Who to blame?"
I said.
Her dad grabbed my shoulder "no one"
Staring at her peaceful face.
I kissed her forehead, a tear from my eyes touches her cheeks making me just wanna take a fucking knife and stab my self right on the chest.
I wished she listened.
Baby, how could i live now?
I fucked everything up
And i lose you
My vision and my soul
My world
But baby i need you to know, who to blame when it comes to love?
I wishper it to her ears, i see Chance shaking a lot. I wanted to help but i know i'll get punched.
Oh god i felt so lost
••••••Emilio••••••
Her dad injected that ocean-blue liquid to her neck. I feel it on my veins too. Then Alissa leaned her head on me. I know she felt that too.
I never felt this sad on my entire life. Jake and Erika was calling me all the time but i cant even reach my pocket. Anthony told the tragedy to Jake when we're on oure way to Alissa's room.
The furious and ambitious Anthony that i've known for so long becoming the weakest human being i've ever met. This girl give him such a powerful impact to him. And us all.
•••••••Ivan•••••••
Then her dad tell us to leave immediately when she woke up. My chest pounded so hard hearing that order. Not even a single good bye.
Alissa screaming "NO FUCKING WAY! IM GONNA STAY AND I DONT GIVE A SINGLE FUCK IF YOU SAID NO"
He nodded and he asks us to NEVER tell her about her parents except if we had to.
Alissa was a real hero at this point. Anthony? He's dead after that day. Even after we're becoming an internet famous. Its not him.
••••••Chance••••••
We waited and fallen asleep waiting her. Then that beautiful voice that we've missed comes "who are you guys? Where am i?"
Even that smile is never fade. With all the bruise covering her cheeks. She just smiled no matter what.
Anthony's eyes go wide. Wider than ever. Than he smiled at her. And we leave. Except Alissa of course.
••••••Anthony••••••
You have no idea how hurt was that. Not a single goodbye
Just leaving
She has no clue
A fresh restart button
I just smiled and left
My body craves her so bad it hurts
Unexplainably painful and numbing
Until i met Tessa
I know Chance always loved Z, so that's why i trusted him a lot to protect her
But now i see Chance trying hard to forget her. But so do i.
••••••Emilio••••••
That day when Nathan and Kade brings her back, no words can describe the feeling of missing someone so much and not seeing them for years feels like she has been dead all thi time.
••••••Chance••••••
Anthony. Yeah that boy craves her so bad
I know she did too
I could see her having those deja vu moments when she stopped walking or doing anything randomly and shakes her head.
I've kissed her all the way from top to bottom. It felt so damn right and so fucking wrong at the same time.
Fights going on, it was all dumb
Bcs the point is clear.
We craves Z.
We can't lie to our feelings.
But she said "fuck it, just have fun kid" hell yeah
••••••Anthony••••••
Taco bell
I bumped a girl
But it felt like an electricity that pump my heart back to life.
Its beating again
After being dead all these years
Craving for her
Then Nathan and Kade bring my angel to the team10 house.
She remembers Chance.
I was worried if she remember me.
All my anger are just fucking the whole situation.
But damn, i know she meant to be with me for eternity.
Welcome back to life Anthony, Zeeva
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Fiksi Penggemar"Believe me. I've trying so hard to kill my self. Until that day back in Ohio, i found a reason to stay live. Bcs damn i just wanna kiss you right away" He smiles kissing me like there is no tomorrow. i woke up clueless and you died forgetting
