I went on as " any character you want "
And I had some really good roleplays! Now in one of these roleplays I was France.
And well ... This happened
(Warning, cursing)
Francis looked at him, something hovering in his eyes. " If it is such bullshit as you say, then who stayed with you when you were drunk and nursed you through hangover? Who made sure you had your work done but didn't overwork yourself, eh? Who-who was there after the wars, when all the thoughts and the the feelings were too much to bear alone, eh? eh? " His voice was wavering now as his eyes watered. " Arthur Kirkland, if I never have ever cared for you, if that is true ... " He looked away " forget it .. "
" well .. well you know what? I wish i wasn't there every time you got drunk off your ass because of something, I wish I wasn't there every time you buried yourself in your damn work to avoid everything, I wish I wasn't there every time you had a nightmare .. a-and just needed something because Mon dieu the memories are to painful to stand alone!" He was shaking slightly now " I-i wish I never ever cared about you arthur! ... I wish it so much right now. Because then ... Then this wouldn't hurt so much! " He turned away as tears fell.
;W; so yeah....
