My Bestfriend's Man

Goodbyes

I was awaken by sweet kisses to the forehead

"Baby u didn't mean to wake you"he smiled

"Yes you did,why are you all dressed did I miss something? What time is it?"

"It's 6:50 & I'm about to head out"

I got up & sat in his lap just as I was

"I'm so gonna miss you"

I slipped on my clothes & we walked down to out cars together

I hugged & kissed him one more time "I love you Ny'shia"

"I love you too Damon"he kissed my neck before letting me out of his firm grip

I smiled to myself on the way home thinking about what Damon had said to me , I couldn't wait to get back together with him tbh I'm happy I never had sex with Antwon because he was gonna try & play like all the others & I can't go through that again

I'm just gonna talk to him later on today I mean didn't really think he ever wanted this to go any further

I drove back home & climbed into my bed next to Brooke & went back to sleep

....

A few hours later I woke up & told Brooke everything

"So what makes you happy baby girl"

"I mean I know Damon & I should but I've been through so much with this guy & I never really wanted to throw it all away in the first place"

"I know nyny trust me I know exactly how you feel,but how are you so sure that Damon isn't gone go & do it all over again"

"That's another thing I don't know that but I think I'm willing to give it one try I guess if that's what he's down for"

"Aww look at bae tryna settle down again"Brooke smiled

I laughed "stop it Brooke I'm trying to be serious here"

We both laughed

"Lemme go fix my babies breakfast"

I went downstairs & did as I said ,I brought them down then I went to shower

Brooke sat with them as I showered ...As I was showering I heard Antwon call my name

"What?"I turned off the shower so I could hear him

"Look I came by to apologize before I go to the office"

"Ooh great we need to talk anyway"

"About?"he asked

"Us"I grabbed my robe & stepped out of the shower

"What do you mean Ny'shia?"

"Okay so look Antwon I'm not gonna beat around the bush about the situation first of all you definitely have a anger issue you need to fix"

"I-"he attempted to cut me off

"No lemme talk first"

"Aight"

"Okay thank you but like I was saying you need to fix that & secondly I know you're still feeling you're ex or whatever ... & you need to go ahead & be honest with me because I swear I don't have time for the games Ant"

"Look Ny'shia I'm feeling what you saying but I don't have anger issues you just need to watch what you say to people I've been trying & trying to keep my patience with you but you pushed me to my limit"

"Okay so answer this for me & with the truth"

"okay then what is it?"

"Are you still feeling your baby mama? "

"To be honest yes ,that's not someone I can just say fuck it no because she has my first & only child"

"Okay So did you or did you not fuck her recently?"

"No"

I got up from the bed to go back into the bathroom

"Where are you going?"

"To finish showering we're done talking because you're steady lying"

He pulled me to him "look Ny'shia if you want the truth ,the night I didn't come back yes ,yes I did have sex with Taylor but I mean It wasn't even purposely done I don't even know what happened"

"& that's all I wanted to know from the gate Antwon but you wanted to make it more than what it was ...I'm done"

"What do you mean you're done? We're done that's what you're trying to saying huh Ny'shia?"

I just looked at him

"Aight fine"he stood up

"Antwon I never wanted it to be like this but I can't go through this again & besides Damon want to try and work it out for the twins ya'know"

"Oh so you are still fucking him?"Antwon yelled at me

"I never said that Antwon ,that never once came out of my mouth & you're the one to talk considering you just told me about you & Taylor"

"Whatever Ny'shia that's some bullshit,well how do you know he wants to try & work it out"

"We've talked multiple times about it"

"Hmm"

We stared at each other for a moment

"To be honest Ny'shia I didn't think this would work from the start,you still have some growing up to do"

I chuckled "whatever you say Antwon ,I'm not even about to have this conversation with you right now goodbye Mr."

I went & finished my shower then we too have breakfast even though it was probably cold by now

As soon as I walked down Brooke shouted

"By time now what did you say to Antwon"

"Pretty much nothing but I got him to admit that he slept with Taylor"

"What? & you ain't beat his ass ?"

"Yes & no simply because I don't care ,as a matter of fact he did it a few nights ago & I don't care because I never slept with Antwon we only went as far as touching"

"Smh I can't believe it"

"Well believe it & I told him that Damon & I were getting back together to work it out for the twins or whatever,he asked if I slept with Damon recently I told him no in which I was lying because lastnight lord "I laughed

Brooke shook her head "just gross"

I laughed "we got to find something to do today"

"Yea we do though"

"Ima try & see will Damon's mom get the twins for a few hours or so bruh I need a shopping trip after today"

"We both do though"