My Bestfriend's Man

Mixed emotions

A few moments later I found myself staring at myself in the mirror ,trying to pick & decide on if should give this up or try & work it out for my kids

But I'm still stuck on the fact he hit me & would've done it again outside if I hadn't walk away ,I really think he wants to be with me but he really doesn't know how to be faithful

I was on the verge of more tears until I heard a knock on the door

"It's occupied"

I heard Antwon chuckled "well duhh ,you good?"

I opened the door "yea I'm fine ,I just had a girl moment ya'know"

He smiled "no I don't know"

I laughed "you're such an ass"

I swear that one smile lit my whole entire mood like I was happy all over again

We walked back downstairs to where everyone was until Antwon got a call about work

"Hey Ny'shia ,I got to go I'll be right back though"

"Okay"

"You wanna ride?"

"Yea I could but the twins"

Tae nosy ass "I got them go ahead"

"Nosy ass" I smiled "yea sure lets go"

We left

"Nyny if you don't mind me asking Was that your baby daddy you were arguing with"

"Yea that was his bum ass"

"That guy has problems I swear he act like my baby mama"

"Ikr it's like he can go out & fuck whatever bitch he want but I can't even talk or speak to you or no other dude & we're not even together haven't been in months"

"Smh is he stupid ? I bet his ex wife ugly asf"

"She straight"

"I be wanting to stop talking to my baby mama altogether hug I can't because of my daughter ya'know"

"That's exactly how I feel about Damon but I'm starting to say fuck it I can atleast try ,it's seems like I'm doing it alone anyway ,when they were first born he was there but now it seems like he just don't give af & he just uses them as an excuse to try & get back close to me"

He listened to me as I let out everything

"Like I say a almost a month 1/2 ago me ,Jermaine & Shaunte went down to get city to get her things so she could move back here & he called me asking could he go get the twins from my dads & I said yea for one night but the fourth day when I got back he still had them so we got to arguing about that the he shut me up by kissing me & not to put my business out there but he came to my house & we had sex"

"Woah so basically he used the kids to get in your pants"

"Yea basically he knew I hadn't had it in a long time & I was gone fall for it,don't you try it now ion don't fall for it every time"

He laughed "nah I'm better than that I know the meaning of no"

"First man I've ever heard say that"

He laughed "all of us are not the same baby girl"

"We've all heard that line before"

"Well I'm not the same ,anything my daughter wants or needs she gets it & when I was with her mom I didn't have much then but I got it for her as well the best way I could"