Food For Thoughts

page 2 - life seems harder when your head is down

"a feeling" (not finished)

KJR💞

I have a feeling in my gut

That feeling that I never wanted to have

The fear of you not liking her

And me having to live with that

The feeling of sadness

Because I'm too afraid to ask if I can hang out with her

So I cherish our moments in school

Because of my fear of asking you

But I know your answer

And it would be a no ( this is a poem that i need help with and probably will be unfinished until i can get some help and ideas)

 "that feeling"

KJR💞

It's the feeling of when you know it's ending

So you spend your last days fighting

To make sure there's still something

But you see that there's nothing

The pain in your chest become stronger

And the loneliness you once had

Is back , but for longer

You end up hating the site of your face

As you watch her fall out of love as y'all stand in place

The hurt feels like it's something so brand new

As you think of it as it ends you

The bullet that could take one

And the love that was hot like the sun

The attention that you once had

Was now long gone

But not because of them

But because you couldn't become one

You are now angry like it was all for fun

Not at her

But at yourself for once

You took the time to play victim

And now she's gone

But did you ever think to apologize?

Not even once?

Have you ever seen her breakdown?

Or plead for a hug?

No ?

Well that's because she breaks down

When you not around

Because she thinks you're going to judge her

Tell her to toughen up

Just like the others

You say you try

But did you really try enough

How could you make this so rough

She couldn't pour out her heart

But she tried enough

She opened up a little

Just for you to break her trust

You tell your friends