Food For Thoughts

page 3 - Sometimes take a minuet and think for you and only you

"Cry."

KJR💞

Cry

Cry the tears of pain

The tears that you hold in

Not the ones you force

Let the pain consume you

And then break yourself out

Cry

Cry the tears that hurt

The ones you hide to be strong

Take the armor off

And be weak 

So cry those tears

And baby girl God will be near

You just gotta cry those tears

For God to hear

"Second Choice"

KJR💞

Second Choice

Second Voice

Never one to speak

Never one to hold

Lay me down

To see my soul

How bitter i am

And how much hatred i hold

Second Choice

Always the Second Voice

Quiet but loud

But never one to speak when told

I'm always the Second Choice

I don't know how  

When my heart is so cold

            "Maybe It's Just Me"

KJR💞

Maybe it's just not me

Maybe i wasn't supposed to be

Maybe i was too scared to fly

Or to scared to flee

So i stood there and watched

I watched what became of me

I cried at my pain

And cut to survive

I starved to climb

But only to die

Not for the first time

But for many

Ive died over and over again

That there's no meaning

and I'm honestly sorry to say

That i bring no joy

But many people might pray in their choice

But that's not me

Asking for help doesn't phase me

I should do this on my own

Like how I'm going to die alone

Oh yes I've figured it out

My life plan as it all maps out

I can see me crying myself to sleep

And dying at the age of seventeen