Food For Thoughts

page 4 - sometimes it feels like my heart is suffocating and its dying to breath

"Is this Love?" 

by:KjR

I feel like my lungs are collapsing

And the breaths i take are shortening

And now that you see me dying

You can freely walk away from me

And as i cry

I have to watch you walk away from me

I am no one to mess with

But baby you got me feeling reckless

So what was really being tested?

My love and affection?

How could i be so clueless

And think that i really meant shit

Cause at the end of this

It's you walking away without being heartbroken and aching

But hey

You pulled me into your games

And now i have to play

And even though i know that i won't win

I'll always be surprised when i don't win that prize at the end.

' Have You Thought Of Me?"

KjR

I'm tired of you telling me to do this and do that

But what you need to do is take a big step back

Look me in the eye and tell me how long you'll think this will last

You have no clue that you have already trespassed

How many year in jail would that be

Due to you being a thief

Do you know what you stole ?

My virginity

I didn't give up easily

So don't think about it as a quickie

Cause i showed you the inner me

I showed you what i felt like when you slipped your fingers inside of me

This is a very inappropriate poem

But i have to let the world see

What true artistic creativity

Really means

Let me show you a fantasy

How it would feel if you could ever be apart of me

The lengths that i could reach

In order to be something that you always dreamed

Have you thought about me ?

The way i exposed my delicate flowers

And expressed my intimacy

How i showed you my capability

So sit down so i can let you see

What my paint brush

Visualize in front of me

Have you thought about me?

Maybe this was all a dream

And i was your wildest fantasy