crooked

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I've always
adored the way
you smiled.

The corner of
your lips crooked -
how you pursed
your lips together,

so bravely,
so beautifully,

and I
fear (and yearn)

more than anything

that I will forget
the crooked corners
of your joyous lips

now that
all is left of them
is the ever fading,
goddamned memory

of them oh-so
gently grazing
my begging,
pale skin.

So that once again,
all I will ever feel
will be the evanescent air
and its lonely (safe)
overwhelmingness.

I touch my
calloused fingertips
to the place
on my cheek

Where you'd
press your lips
against,

and breathe,

"You are the
only oxygen
my lungs will
accept.

As long as I live,
it'll be because
of you.

You have purpose.
You have light.
You are essential."

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