caricature

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Paint me, won't you, my dear?
Paint me as magnificent or as grotesque
as you see me;
exaggerate my features,
exaggerate them greatly.

       A paintbrush in a soldier's hand is useless,
       and in an artist's it's a voice,
       but in yours, a paintbrush is a weapon.
       A weapon far more frightening
       than any loaded assault rifle
       aimed at my temple.

Paint my eyes closed --
I don't want to see them.
I don't want to see what
you see when you look into them;
that'd be far too unbearable.

I've become nothing more
than a caricature of my current self,
sadder than sad's
definition defines:

       ( sad: /sad/ adjective. feeling or showing sorrow; unhappy. )

       ( far sadder than sad's definition defines. )

Paint me with a bright yellow shirt.
Paint me with the yellowest yellows,
yellows straight from dandelions,
freshly squeezed from lemons,
recently smelted from gold,
stolen from the sun --
just, please, use the yellowest yellows.

Paint me with a smile.
Paint me with the most animated, 
the most ecstatic smile.

       ( Please. )

Paint me, won't you, my dear?
Paint me as magnificent or as grotesque 
as you see me;
exaggerate my features, 
exaggerate them greatly.

Exaggerate them beyond recognition,
if you so desire.

       ( Please. )

Paint me --
paint me on a blank canvas,
set that canvas to fire,
and toss the ashes
into the wind.

       ( Please. )

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