Perfection|| BTS fanfic

Chapter 6||Confession

WARNING: this chapter (and the following one) contains mention of homosexual Love ( just romantic) if you have a problem with this then please skip to chapter 8. and don't comment saying that this is in any way wrong or disgusting. Don't like? Don't read.

For the others: have fun reading ^^

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Namjoons POV

Just as I opened the door to our shared dorm I was greeted by Jungkook chasing Taehyung who is doing something on kookies phone.

"Nooo~ stop it!she'll think I'm weird!" Jungkook exclaimed loudly while biting his lip nervously, he gave up on running after his hyung.

"Oh, Joon! You're back! Can you help me with Lunch?" Jin came towards me from the kitchen, his sweet voice making the butterflies in my stomach erupt.

"Yeah, sure." I said and climbed over jungkook and taehyung who were wrestling on the floor in front of me, jungkook desperately trying to reach his phone and taehyung lying there giggling.

"What's up with those two?" I asked Jin and pointed at the two boys, who are kicking, slapping and pulling each others hair.

"Oh, I don't really know. I think tae stole kookies phone and tried texting one of his contacts... I think her name was sophia?" Jin laughed cutely, making my heart beat rapidly.

"Poor kook, anyway: what shall I do?" I smiled at Jin hyung, who just grabbed his pink apron [why can I imagine jin having a pink apron in real life xD] and put it on, tying it behind his back.

"Oh,you can cut some vegetables. Don't cut yourself!" Jin told me, raising his index finger in a tutoring manner at the last part.

"I'll try my best." I replied chuckling as I grabbed the vegetables he handed me and I could swear My heart skipped a beat as our hands touched for a second.

I was carefully cutting the onions, when Jin suddenly started humming the melody of save me, distracting me even more when he started swaying his hips to the beat.

"Ouch." I looked down to my hands and saw that I cut my finger, the blood running along the finger to the tip and then dropping onto the cutting board.

"JOONIE!!!" Jin noticed and ran towards me in a hurry. Wait... Did he just call me joonie? That's... Adorable!

"It's fin-" I wanted to calm him down but he interupted me.

"Joonie, I told you to be careful!" He pulled me by my hand towards the sink and turned the faucet on, letting cool water run over the wound.

"Keep the wound under water, I'll grab the first aid kit!" I could see the panic in jins eyes, so I decided to calm him down.

"Jin." No response. he was running around the kitchen searching every cupboard and kept mumbling something.

"JIN." I tried again in a more stern and lower voice, making him jump and stop his track, looking at me in horror.

"Listen Jin." I gave him a sweet smile snd he nodded, as an silent 'ok'.

"I'm ok, Jin... Come here." I opened my arm, the one that wasn't under water right now, making him walk closer. Once he was right in front of me I pulled him in a hug, his face buried in my chest and shoulder.

"It's just a small cut, no need for your motherly instincts..." I chuckled at my own choice of words and let my hand go through his soft hair.

"And also I think the aid kit is in the bathroom." He nodded against my shoulder peeled himself off of my body, watching my soft expression for a few seconds before calmly heading to the bathroom.

JISOOS CHRIST, I JUST HUGGED MY CRUSH, AHHHHH!!! Ok calm down namjoon, it was just a hug...

Just. A. Hug.

A HUG!!!!!!

It's already late evening, most of the boys are already asleep. I'm not. Why?

Because my freaking crush is 24/7 on my fu*king mind!!!

And I'm debating if I should just tell jin about my feelings.

Ah fu*k it, I can't sleep anyway. Here goes nothing.

I grab my phone from my nightstand and open the kakao app:

NotDanceMonster:
Jin hyuuuung

PrincessJin:
Shouldn't you be sleeping?

NotDanceMonster:
What about you?

PrincessJin:
True.

NotDanceMonster:
Can I talk to you?

PrincessJin:
Sure,  I'll come over.

NotDanceMonster:
No!

NotDanceMonster:
Can we do this over text?

PrincessJin:
Erm, sure.

NotDanceMonster:
So... I'll just cut this short.

NotDanceMonster:
I'm... Gay...

PrincessJin:
Oh.

NotDanceMonster:
Sorry...

PrincessJin:
Why are you apologizing?

NotDanceMonster:
Because I could ruin everything...

PrincessJin:
Joonie...

PrincessJin:
I'm totally ok with that,
Anyone in your mind?

NotDanceMonster:
Really?! And yeah...
I have a crush.

PrincessJin:
honestly...I'm pansexual.
And who is it?!

Namjoon was internally jumping. His hyung is pansexual. He has a chance!

NotDanceMonster:
Jin hyung

PrincessJin:
Yes?

NotDanceMonster:
...

NotDanceMonster:
It's you hyung . I
Like you >~<

Namjoon tossed his phone away after hitting the send button and curled himself up in a ball, hiding his face behind his hands.

He could hear shuffling in the room next to his, jins room. And someone walks along the hallway in hurried steps.

It's over now. Nothing will be like before.

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Uuhhhh,cliffhanger!!! I'm sorry :P (no I'm not) Also a short chapter :/

as you can see i can't write angst. It always somehow turns out cute or funny...

Oh yeah remember when i said that i got used to the heat? Forget I said anything...

~Lil