I awoke to soft sheets, and the morning light trickled in through the blinds. Shedding myself of the remaining glimpses of a dream, my eyes were still shut as I soaked in the warmth of my covers before letting my blue eyes see the sun's rays. I look at the clock beside me and see it was 10 and I got up quickly.I woke up late from crying the night away and it irritated me that I was so broken and helpless.
The water pours down, it drips by my side, as my mind fades into dullness and everything is a foggy illusion. The sensation of the steamy water calms me; it takes my mind of things. All the things I honestly don't care about. It's the water. My mind swirls, and it's like I'm standing under an everlasting waterfall. Ever so beautiful, but it can never last, I know that now. After years of thinking it would last, in the end it never did.
I get out the shower and dried my skin and hair before blow drying my hair and doing my make up.I pulled up the denim pants I brought tot the bathroom and lifted the red shirt over my head.The silver earrings dangled from my ears, jingling like a bell when I moved. They were like a chandelier of tiny diamonds hanging from my ear lobes, and I loved how they shook when I turned my head.I quickly got my school bag and walked to search for The gang.
Lunch
The table was bubbly today everyone doing their own thing and enjoying each other's company.I felt like their was a looming dark cloud of depression on my head because I felt so sick and annoyed. Ellie sat next to me as she and Jack acted like they were the best thing in the world.
''You okay''Someone said making my hand move from my pulsing headache.I look up and see everyone on the table watching me and Nash with his eyebrow quirked in question.
''I'm fine I just have a headache''I said picking up my tray and walking away.I feel a tap on my shoulder as soon as I reached the corridors.I turn around and see Nash smiling at me.
I hate watching him his eyes always captivated me.
''Do you want something''I ask confused as I tried to see him fully from my closing eyes.
''I came to bring you a aspirin''he said smiling and I smile back at his generosity.
''Thank you''I said and I blurt out ''Bring your face closer''
He looks confuse but did what I asked and I place my hand on his cheek before zooming in on his blue eyes.
''You have amazing eyes''I muttered still looking at his eyes.I pull away when I see students piling out the cafeteria.
''Thank you''he said confused before I walked out.
I sat playing Subway Surfers on my phone until someone bursts through my door and I realize it's Cameron with Nash and the other boys and the girls also piled in.It was a good thing I was in clothes because everyone was in my room.
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''YOU SLUT''He screamed shoving a piece of paper in my hand.I look at it and see that it was the school's newspaper and the front page was Nash's back and the caption saying We were spotted kissing.
''This is not true I was-''
''This is the reason why we broke up because you were being a slut''
''Just listen to me''I beg trying to reason with him.
''I'm done, I will never love you again and we will never be anything to each other anymore''He screamed walking out and tears trickle down my cheek as I looked at Nash.
''Talk to him please''I cry and he nods before everyone walked out leaving me all alone.
Why was I so unlucky
I thought while playing with the razor blade in my hand.I groan throwing away the blaze to the other side of the room.I quickly changed into anything I could find before sneaking out my room and breaking one rule of Campus
Never sneak out after midnight on Mondays to Wednesdays.
I finally get a cab and go to the place I really wanted to be at right now
Home
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I knock on the door and my dad opens the door with a stone cold expression.
''So Cameron broke up with you''
''Yes Sir''I mutter and he chuckled.
''Now your a soppy bitch who wants to come home''He opens the door for me to come in and I walk into the house that ruined my life.
