Chapter 32

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Harry, as in Harry Styles. The one I've been in love with from the start, the one I'm having a child with and soon to be married. I couldn't believe it and still can't. The words managed to slip out just when Harry walked into the room that night. I know it's been a week but so much has happened since then. Liam disappeared for a few days and turns up in LA with a brunette. I was worried about him and it hurt when I had to tell him how I felt and how things were going to work. Unlike Harry who was thrilled. We discussed things without arguing, just like we used to and I agreed to marry him yesterday and have been carrying around this huge rock on my finger ever since. New broke out as soon as it happened because Gemma couldn't contain her excitement. I held my ground though when Harry said to move back in with him and I told him he'd have to get the house sorted. He wasn't allowed to get rid of the apartment In case I needed a break from him and he just laughed. I may be engaged to him but we are taking it slow, because that's how it's going to be once the baby is here.

"I like Hadley for a girls name." I say as I flick through a baby book. Harry says we need to be super organised so when the baby is here we'll know what to do.

"I don't like it." He says. "I'm more of a Ashley Anne fan."

"Seriously?"

"Yea, we can put in Anne for mum and well cause you have it in your name."

"But Ashley isn't original."

"Alight the , what about Taylor Louise?"

"Your joking right?" I say as the memory of Taylor Swift plays in my head.

"Of course, I wouldn't name my child after someone that wanted my baby dead." He says giving me sweet kisses.

"This is when having a boy is much easier, the name is already chosen for it." I say throwing the book on the coffee table.

"Oh yea, and what would it be?" Harry asks also throwing his book.

"Nicholas George." I say proudly.

"See your wrong their, his name would be Harry the second." I raise an eyebrow and elbow him in the ribs. While he complains I get up and make my way to the kitchen. I was in need of bananas and being at Harry's you'd think he have some, but I was wrong.

"You need to go to the shop." I say closing the fridge.

"Oh yea I forgot, I've been eating out for a while and haven't had time this week to do a shop." He says. Still on the couch avoiding what I had just said. "What about Cleo?"

"What about some food to feed your pregnant fiancé?" I asked taking a seat back on the couch. The word felt strange coming from my mouth but yet I seemed to enjoy it. Harry wore a smirk on his face, proud of what I had just said.

"Oh you mean right now?" he asks. I nod and he simply gets to his feet and searches for his keys. "I was just going to order online and have them deliver."

"Well you still can ok just in the mood for a whole bunch of fruit." I say getting up and walking to the table by the front door where he keeps the keys. I held the keys up until he noticed I had them.

"Are you coming for a ride?"

"I think I'll just shower." I said handing him the keys.

"Ok, be back shortly." He says planting a kiss on my lips I closed the door behind him and and locked the door before heading up stairs. The more I thought about it the more I actually wanted a bath. In the massive bathroom, I walked over to the bath and put the plug in before running the water. It was going to take a few minutes so I decided to admire my pregnant belly in the mirror. I was huge, but it was only going to get bigger. I walked into Harry's room and grabbed the iPod he had on his dresser and brought it into the bathroom. I plugged it in to the speakers and played the first song.

The Neighbourhood - Flawless

I got undressed and climbed into the tub. Slowly sitting down I shut off the water and relaxed my head against the edge. This is what I need. I close my eyes and go over if I had made the right choice or not.

||FLASHBACK||

"You told me at the dinner you'd choose and yet you still haven't." Harry says. Little did he know I just spent the last half hour talking to Liam about the same thing, but with different news.

"I've been leading up to it Harry, you don't need to get impatient." I say as I take a seat of the couch in the apartment.

"Ok, so why did it take you half hour to get here when Zayn just loves around the corner."

"Harry."

"I'm sorry, I'll listen now."

"I've just been Liam, I sat with him and asked him where he see's us if I stay with him and I didn't like the answer he gave, not when you e already given me your future." I explain. "He understood, or said he did but he was so broken."

"I'm sorry you had to do that."

"I had to do it whether it was you or him."

"I'm just glad it wasn't me." Harry smiled. It was the kind of smile that anyone can love, no matter what I always smile when I see his.

"I'm ready to build a family and start my further with you, but you can't let anyone come between us like you have in the past." I say. He must think I'm this over protective bitch right now.

"I promise, but you have to promise not to fool around with one of my band mates, or anyone or that matter." I laugh and nod before he leans in and plants a kiss.

This was going to be hard, I still love Liam and probably will, but I can't let that effect anything. Harry was my first love and I hope he'll be my last.

||FLASHBACK OVER||

"Leigh-Anne." I hear my name but can't find the strength the speak. I slowly open my eyes and tilt my head. Seconds later I see Harry walk into the bathroom, I look up at him and a huge smile is planted on his face.

"What?" I ask him. He shakes his head and leaves the bathroom. With a sigh I get out, and pull the plug. Wrapping a towel around me I walk out into the room to see Harry with his Polaroid camera. I instantly see a flash and roll my eyes. "Your such a tool."

"Maybe," He says shaking the film that came out. "I have to be at the studio for the next few months." He then explains as I grab my maternity shorts and one of his jumpers.

"Another Album?"

"Yep, will you be ok you no staying here ?" He asks. His smile had gone like he hated the news he had just told me.

"I'll be fine Harry, I'm sure I can call a Eleanor if I get bored and feel lonely during the day." I say.

"Ok, I might have to go somewhere out of London for a day or two because we're doing some writing as well."

"It's fine Harry, jut make sure your around when the baby's due."

"Oh yea I wouldn't miss that for the world, plus I have said that I'll be staying in London for Christmas and New Years because I know you wot be able to travel."

"Thanks Harry."

"No problem." He says wrapping his arms around my pregnant belly. "When is the baby due?"

"The week after Zayn's birthday." I explain. I can't believe I'm having a January baby. As much as this year has been good I can't wait to get into 2014.

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