It's Complicated // H.S & L.P

Chapter 18

"I'm not difficult" I explained to Liam as I helped him pack for another month away.

"I know but babe not many people know that" Liam said sitting in the bed.

"They'll never know either" I muttered to myself.

"Have you spoken to Harry at all?" Liam asked walking over to me as I folded his shirts.

"No, but he has tried ringing me a few dozen times" I said as he snaked his arms around my waist.

"Maybe you should talk to him, I know what I said but I don't want to feel weird around him during tour" Liam said pushing the hair out of my face.

"The only thing that won't make it weird is if I forgive him and stand by his side, I can't break his heart" I said just inches away from his face. I looked into his deep brown eyes wanting to kiss his soft lips.

"As much as it hurts, you should forgive him" Liam breathed before locking our lips, I felt aggression as our lips moved in sync. Liam lifted me up on to the bed but pulled away when his phone rang.

"Harry, what's up?" Liam asked when he answered the phone. Liam looked at me as he spoke like he knew I would shut down if I was to speak to Harry.

"Yes Leigh-Anne is with me why?" He asked again. Liam then put Harry on speaker phone.

"Liam put her on please!" Harry pleaded.

"Harry she's a bit busy and still hurt" Liam said still looking at me. I could tell he wanted me to say something but I just sat on the bed bitting my nails.

"Fine, just please tell her I'm sorry and I'll do whatever it takes to get her back in my arms" Harry said. I closed my eyes and put my head in my hands confused about what to do.

"She already knows that but I'll tell her, anything else?" Liam asked.

"Yea can you try and convince her to come to America please" Harry asked.

"I can try but don't count on it, I've got to go see you later" Liam said before hanging up.

Liam had begged me to pack a bag and come back to America so when I knew Harry wasn't home I snuck in and pack a suit case while Liam kept a look out.

"Are you sure I should do this, I mean what about us?" I asked when Liam walked into the bedroom.

"We can wait, just get through the tour and we'll work things out from there" Liam said holding my shoulders still. With a sigh he met my lips making my legs tremble.

"As long as you're sure" I said pulling away.

"I'm sure, who knows maybe I'll find someone to fool around with while I wait for you" Liam said with a smirk. I let out a small laugh as Liam helped me put my suitcase in the car. We avoided each other while outside so no one would catch an unwanted picture. Being around Liam always looked weird when fans or gossip magazines caught us together but we did put it out that we were just really great friends and I was always seen with Harry to make our relationship more real.

"What are you going to do about 'Haylor' when you go back to America" Liam asked once we were in the car.

"It's just something I have to deal with, forgiving Harry after a week should have been long enough for him to fix that problem if not I guess Taylor can get out a pen and paper and start writing her new song" I answered. It sounded harsh but when Liam laughed I relaxed a bit.

"Fair enough... it's always good to have you tag along on gigs and on tour" Liam said as we turned into the main road.

"Why? I mean I understand I keep Harry under control but Louis has Eleanor and Zayn has Perrie... Niall well he has his food but im worried about you" I said holding his hand that was rested on the arm rest.

"You don't need to worry about me, if I get lonely or bored I always do a twitcam and interact with the fans"

"Yea I understand that but don't you get lonely" I said hinting.

"Of course but look at how much we've been together because you and Harry have had a fight or is out with his friends/family"

"I used to think that fighting with Harry was such a difficult time but having you there to ease the pain had made it a lot easier" 

"Why couldn't I have met you first?" Liam sighed as we entered the car park at the airport.

"You did remember you were the one to introduce me to Harry, but you were with Danielle then" I said bring up Danielle as he parked the car.

"Oh yea... I forgot! She is supposed to come with Eleanor next week" Liam said with his head down.

"I'm sorry, I honestly don't know what to say but I'll be here if you need me" I said getting out of the car. Liam grabbed both mine and his suitcase out of the back and we walked into the airport.

"Can I tell you something?" I asked Liam.

"Anything" he answered with his full attention on me.

"Don't tell anyone but the reason im not completely sure I can leave Harry is because I don't whether he'd harm himself" I said trusting Liam.

"What do you mean harm, Leigh-Anne what are you hiding?"

"The last time Harry and I had a fight and I said it was the last time I'd forgive him, I found him in the bathroom with blood coming from his wrist" I said holding back the memory. Liam was shocked.

"You shouldn't have to go through that, why didn't you tell anyone sooner?" Liam asked now hold my hands.

"Because I didn't want anyone to worry and I thought he would change and start harming again... oh my, you don't think he harmed himself over this do you?" I said getting really worked up.

"Leigh-Anne just breath, im sure he is fine... I actually think I saw a photo of him leaving a club the other night so the only harm he is doing is the his kidneys"

"Oh god!" I said even a little more scared about Harry.

"No its ok, look as soon as we land I'll give him a call and if he is already in America we can go and see him" Liam said I shook my head and agreed then put all my attention out the window.