It's Complicated // H.S & L.P

Chapter 36

(Harry's P.O.V)

How strange was it to actually see myself happy, the felling itself was just awesome. I couldn't have asked for anything else and by now I knew that nothing could tear it away from me. The heart breaking news come to me when the doctor finally came in after Leigh-Anne was unconscious. There was only a slight chance she would survive after retreating the child. She's in surgery and here I am trying to get in contact with someone. Gemma was trying to call mum or dad at least to tell them the good but terrible news. The waiting room was busy, nurses and doctors were everywhere as I tried to focus on one thing. I needed to stay strong and pray that my babies will make it out alive, both of them.

"Harry." I heard someone call. I looked up and saw an upset Gemma walking towards me. "Mums on her way and dad will try and get of work to get here as soon as he can."

"What am I going to do Gem?" I ask. I'm on the verge of tears, of breaking down. "I just got her back."

"She'll pull through, she always does." Gemma says as she puts her hand on my shoulder. "You just have to do you best to stay strong."

"Can you try one of the lads, let them know what's going on." I says pulling out my phone. "At least tell them I won't be attending the dinner tonight."

"Of course." Gemma says planting a kiss on my forehead. I watched her walk off scrolling through my phone. Soon she put the phone up to her ear and walked trough a set of doors. I ran my hands through my hair, this wit was unbearable.

"Mr Styles." I looked up. It was the nurse thy was working with the doctor that is doing surgery on Leigh-Anne. "You baby girl is here and we're doing to best we can to help Leigh-Anne."

"Can I see her, the baby I mean." I asked. The nurse nodded and directed me to where they keep the babies. In my head is could count about 20 babies all in didn't cots in the one room. The nurse goes to the back as picks one up wrapped in a pick blanket.

"When your ready, we'd like to get some details and maybe a name." she said. I nodded as I held my little angel in my arms. "Only when your ready." She the. Said as she tapped my shoulder. I go over the names Leigh-Anne had mentioned in my head as I admire her small features. Brown hair with a little curl at the front, she had Leigh-Anne cute button nose as well as my ears. I stroked her cheek. I couldn't believe after eight and a half months she's finally here, the life I had help create.

"I started to panic when I didn't see you in the waiting room." I looked up and saw Gemma with a smile upon her face. "Louis said he understands and hopes Leigh-Anne will pull through, Niall's in Ireland and gives us his luck, Perrie and Zayn will stop by before they head to Louis' and I haven't been able to get a hold on Liam."

"Thanks sis." I say.

"She's gorgeous." Gemma says looking at the life in my arms. I really needed a name. "Did you and Leigh figure a name?"

"There was one, I don't know if she was serious about it though." I say. I look down at the child in my arms and smile. "Hadley Anne Styles."

"That's beautiful Harry."

"Did you wanna hold her?"

"Of course." She said handing me back my phone I carefully passed her to Gemma. "She really does suit the name Hadley."

"Yea, I just want to make sure Leigh-Anne agrees with me."

. . .

Hours drive past, it seems that now I have Hadley that time seems to go quite quickly. Gemma and mum had just stepped out for coffee and I say here beside Leigh-Anne holding Hadley. I had decided that I'd stick with that name, it was beautiful and different. Leigh-Anne was attached to a machine that was helping her breath. I was afraid that it'd be like this for a while, that maybe they'd pull the plug and i'd loose her forever.

"Son." I looked up from Hadley and saw dad standing at the door. I smiled at his presence and stood up.

"Thanks for coming." I say walking over to him. He puts a hand on my shoulder and looks down at Hadley.

"You've done a good job Harry." He smiles. It was never easy pleasing dad but I always tried. "What's her name?"

"Hadley, Hadley Anne Styles." For one it was a good name. A part of mum and dad as well as a part of me and Leigh-Anne.

"Beautiful name."

"Do you want a hold?"

"If you are willing to give her up for a minute." He joked.

"Of course." I said carefully handing her to dad. I don't know why I was so cautious though, he did carry both Gemma and I when we were only that age. It was a memorable sight seeing dad hold Hadley, something I know I'll cherish for a long time.

"Well isn't this a sight for sore eyes." I look up and see mum and Gemma walk into the room. A tray of vending machine coffees in Gemma's hand.

"It's a good thing we got four." Gemma laughs. I had to think why they would, dad not just showed up. I look at mum, she's smiling at the sigh of dad and Hadley.

"Never thought Harry would have the first baby." Mum says as she takes a seat next to Leigh-Anne's bed.

"I always knew he would, i've never liked the idea of myself having kids." Gemma says.

"I'm just glad I got one grand baby out of Harry." Dad laughed. Gemma was soon to swap dad his coffee for Hadley, she was going to make an excellent aunt. I take the other seat on the opposite side and take Leigh-Anne's hand. I needed her to wake up, I needed her to see the beautiful creation that is Hadley Anne Styles.

"She'll pull through." I heard mum say.

"I'm hoping, I don't know what i'd do without her." I say. Suddenly Hadley let's out a small cry. It's been hard not having Leigh-Anne to sooth her, but I'm giving it my best shot. Gemma hands he back to me and rock her back and forth while patting he bum. "Can you call the nurse, she might be hungry." I said to mum pointing at the obvious button that read Nurse.