Sad Girl

Change

    I want to change everything in my life , to change it to good , i want to be happy again , to smile honestly by my heart , to laugh with all my voice , to be good for me , for myself , i think I deserve another chance to live again , to smile again , to live like everybody , to enjoy to dance to sing , not like in the past , when everybody danced me i was standing up and seeing them and I wanted to dance like them but I can't , i was depressed !! When everybody talked i was thinking alone , when everybody smiled me i was crying only :(
Bur now , i want to change all that , i want to be this perfect girl who wants to live again to enjoy like a baby girl , yeaaah i want . But I don't need someone for breaking my heart , i want to be single this period for knowing and talking with my single self then maybe i'll be able to love again :)
Just i will try love myself and help it to be okay , to live again to see and sing and dance to enjoy and turn this darkness side to beautiful side !!
Bur if anyone wants to help me i will be more happy bur i haven't :(