Sad Girl

Beautiful Day ♎️

                                                                                                                          16/03/2017
                                                                                                                             16:32
        When you look at the title , you read " Beautiful Day " , it is the first time when I choose a title which talk of something like happiness and like a pretty thing . Yes , he is , today is beautiful day , not in my life but in this year (2017) , this day 16 March 2017 is so beautiful , because...
       Since 27 November 2016 I didn't meet him , 27 November was so hard on all my life , because he came to me , he did something bad , something which hurt , which killed me , which made me cry , made me feel like I'm stupid like I am nothing for him , like he didn't love me and he won't , this thing which he did it I won't forget it , and for it I can't forgive him , and me , also i did something bad but not a big thing it was so little but ... On 28 November , he started drink , and the cause was ME .
          Today , when I was with my friends in street , I was with 2 friends , we walk normally , we talk also . Suddenly, I turn my head , I see someone had glasses , black hair , wear red jacket and he looks at my eyes like he's is in love , like I am his , like he loves me , like nothing happened to we and to our heart , his looking make me feel a heartache , yeah a heartache , he wasn't just a picture or just a dream, he was really near to me , I missed him too much . It was just a 6 or 7 seconds but me I feel like it was 100 years , I looked at his eyes , he looked at me in my eyes , he wasn't the driver, his friend drived , he wasn't drunk . When he went , I started saying " my heart , oh my god I can't my heart " my friend told me what happens ? I just looked at her and tell her " it's he ? " she told me " yes , he was " , me in this time , I couldn't believe , I just remembered his looking , his eyes , it was a miracle .
               When I open my phone , He send me a message which tell me in it : << when I looked at your eyes I feel my heart stops and after that he start for another time >> .
               Imagine, I had 5 months that I didn't meet him , it is so long and hard , for that I said Beautiful Day , may god he ends good .
                In the end I just have to say " It is a beautiful day "
                       Love him 😘