Lucidity

Thirteen

Harry was here. Part of my heart swelled. He made it. The other part of me was terrified. He saw Cam kiss me.

"What the hell is going on?" He thundered.

Cam was silent. I could tell by the look in his eyes he was terrified. He should be.

"Harry, it's not what you think. He threw himself onto me!" I yelled.

Harry had rage in his eyes.

I heard Cam chuckle, "And she enjoyed it."

Harry charged at Cam and knocked him right to the ground. They landed and it sounded like a huge thud.

I watched as Harry's fist connected with Cam's face. I got flashbacks of when Harry and Zayn fought. It was just as terrifying now as it was then.

"Please! Stop!" I screamed as Harry kept hitting Cam.

I grabbed Harry by the shoulders and tried to pull him off of Cam. He finally stopped hitting him. Cam lied on the ground. His lip was busted and I saw a bruise appear under his left eye.

I turned to look back at Harry and he was gone.

"Harry!" I yelled as I ran after him. I saw him walk backstage and out the back door. I ignored the people trying to talk to me as I followed him.

I opened the back door and it led to an alley. Harry was there pacing back and forth.

"Harry." I breathed out as I was a few feet away from him.

"I don't want to talk to you right now." He told me.

I was shocked.

What?

"Harry, I didn't kiss him. He forced himself on me!" I couldn't believe that he was angry at me.

"You know, I endured a long flight, had to go through traffic and basically rushed to make it to your show on time and I see you kissing another guy!" Harry yelled.

"I didn't kiss him! He threw himself onto me! How many times do I have to tell you this?" I screamed at him.

"This is the one thing that I feared would happen!"

"Will you listen to me? You know I would never hurt you like this! I love you Harry." I tried to move closer to him but he stepped back before I could touch him.

When he stepped away from me, it literally tore my heart in two.

"I can't even look at you right now." He muttered.

I felt the tears form in my eyes. This started to be the amazing night, and now it took a turn for the worst.

"Harry, please. You know I would never hurt you." I practically begged him.

"I can't--" he started to say but then he turned and started to walk away.

"If you leave, I'll never talk to you again!" I warned him.

He turned to look at me, "What?"

"If you walk away from me... it's over." I knew that he wouldn't do that to me. He had to believe me.

I was shocked when he turned his back to me and walked away.

It was over.

I went back to my dorm. I honestly couldn't remember how I got here. It was all a blur. I felt numb inside. I couldn't believe the dramatic turn of events that occurred in the last hour.

I was supposed to meet up with Torrance after my performance and I completely forgot after everything that happened with Harry.

The first thing that I saw was the flowers. I grabbed them and threw them against the wall. The vase shattered and the pieces fell to the ground.

I sunk to the ground in the kitchen and the tears appeared again. I felt like this was all a terrible dream. I wanted to call Harry, but I knew he wouldn't answer.

He said he didn't even want to look at me.

The door opened and Torrance came in.

"Oh my gosh! What happened?" She asked me as she rushed to my side. She wrapped her arms around me and I felt comfort.

I told her everything that happened. She gasped at all the right places.

"I can't believe Harry would do that." She said once I was done.

I wiped the tears from my eyes, "It's over. He just walked away from me."

"It couldn't be over. You guys love each other. He will come and talk and everything will be okay." Torrance said. Her optimism was annoying me now.

I shook my head, "It's different now. He didn't believe me."

My phone rang and I checked to see who it was. Niall.

"Hello?" I answered.

"(Y/n). What happened? Harry just called me freaking out. He said he was about to board a plane back here but he is supposed to be with you for a few days." Niall told me.

Knowing that Harry was going to plan to stay a few days with me made my heart sink.

"We aren't-- we are no longer together." I muttered.

I heard Niall gasp a little, "What happened?"

"I can't talk about this now, Niall. I'm sure he will tell you later." I hung up the phone and placed it on the floor. I rested my head on Torrance's shoulder.

"I miss him." I sobbed.

"I know you do." Torrance whispered.

I woke up the next day just as terrible as the previous. I still had on my costume from the night before. I couldn't even remember what time I stopped crying.

Torrance was already awake. She was on the phone when I walked into the living room.

"Yes, I need two tickets." She said on the phone. She smiled at me as I walked in and I did my sad attempt at one.

I poured myself some cereal and sat on the kitchen counter while I ate. My phone was lying face down on the counter. I didn't even want to check it.

Torrance finished talking to whoever she was speaking to and walked into the kitchen with a smile.

"How are you feeling?" She asked me.

"Like crap." I answered her.

She chuckled, "Well I'm sure you are going to feel better when you hear my news!"

"What news?"

"We are going to London!" She exclaimed.

I dropped my spoon.

Say what now?

"Why are we doing that?" I questioned.

"We are going to talk some sense into Harry. You two were made for each other. He knows that but, he is just being stubborn." Torrance said.

I shook my head, "I don't think that is a good idea."

"Oh come on, (y/n). You know that you want to go. You love him. Show him by going to his doorstep and telling him how dumb he was for walking away from you."

"He was clear. He doesn't want to see me." I mumbled. My throat felt tight. I didn't want to start crying this morning.

"You and I both know he didn't mean that. Now, let's go and get the love of your life back." Torrance smiled.

I knew that this could either end up amazing or very badly.