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I stoped waiting for Alex and started fighting for me. After 2 weeks I stoped fighting i was his slave but i I dint want to be his slave. I just could not keep living like this. Bazz was the worst he would toircher to me but Alex was in danger with me. EvRey day was the same i get let down and banged till I enjoy it. Then I clean up go back up and hang there like im in a painting. Finally one day bazz let me free. He took me down and drought me new clothes. Still a maids maid outfit but clean then he gave me my wallet and phone. " it's dissconected you can't text or call and your name is Alex Jen. You cant leave and call the cops you can't anybody and no one will find you. Your not even in L.A. any more. Go shopping there is a list in your wallet then clean the house and I'll check on you at 12 30." "Ok bazz see you later" as i was out i was so sad i was in Alaska and i was so sad. I needed Alex so bad. No matter how long I screamed no matter how loud i screamed Alex was gone. It's not like anything could save me now. I was nothing but a slave.