BEHIND THE CAMERA

BAZZ

Bazz punched alex " YOU STOLE MY GIRL YOU STOLR STOLE THE ONE THING I CARED ABOUT. I WARNED YOU TO RUN NO I'M GOING TO KILL YOU." Bazz tries to kill Alex with a punch but Alex dodges it. Alex punched back leaving bazz with a bloody nose. Bazz polled out a knife and attempted to stab Alex. I then screamed " BAZZ ILL GET BACK TO H
GETHER WITH YOU PLEASE JUST DON'T HURT ALEX NO MATTER WHAT I'LL BE WITH YOU AS LONG AS YOU JUST DON'T HURT HIM". "NO lauren you don't have to give yourself to him you will be safe i promiss." "No Alex your in danger.BAZZ I'm all yours." Bazz Then stabbed Alex "ill get him a doctor but now your mine so your safe from harm or hatred. I'll love your stuffie and do what ever."bazz was pulling me and Alex sat there bleeding out then he screamed with the last bit of breath " im I'm coming for you lauren bazz isn't going to stand much longer" bazz  had pushed me into the car and said we will get your stuff tommarow. Bazz chained me to the wall. For the time I was chained i was nothing but a sex slave. He wanted to make sure I was in the right mind and test me for 4 weeks. He would give me prison food and water he would whip me. "LAUREN ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH ME OR WHAT" " WHY WOULD I BE IN LOVE WITH A MONSTER I WILL NEVER LOVE YOU BAZZ NEVER" he then whipped me in the tummy. My clothes were shredded i was practily naked. The 7 days a week i would be let down it would be becuase he needed loving and he just wanted sex nothing but sex. I couldn't even shower we smelt like sex and dirt. He would chain me up and by my arms and let my feet dangle once every hour he would let me down to walk but  i ussaly cant for 30 minutes. This was the worst feeling ever a feeling of realization. My whole world meant nothing I was just nothing and i was just stuck in the world to be a sex slave Alex was almost dead and waiting in a hospital bed hoping I can get out of this mess. I had no phone no camera and nothing but one book.  I was trapped in a cycle. This cycle would go on forever no way to get out. One i reli zed this I started to realized there was no respond to be happy and no reasons to try and get out. Once I die there is no way to get my life back only hopes  that my next life will be beater. I started loosening hope as Alex never came no one came. The same thing would happen everyday. I lost all hopes that I would ever be normal. Even if I got degree I'm still a famouse  youtuber so i could never be normal. My whole life was pointless. There was no reasons for me to keep trying to fight i should just give in. If I don't I'm going to die anyway. So why should try to fight im done fighting. Ç bazz I give up im done fighting I'm yours i i can't keeo living like this please please let me go u will stop fighting I'm at you desposale." " finally I was wondering when you would give in. Where this but your not coming down." He gave me a maid outfit that was very short and the worst thing I ever had to wear but i did it. I almost gave up but i couldn't i was too weak to really give up. I couldn't live like this much longer i was going to pass out sooner or later. I needed someone to save me. I would clean the house for bazz and do his shopping. I would do everything he asked until he said i could be free and have time to go out without him neer bye to watch me. My whole life everything I worked up to was gone. There was nothing i could do ever again. "BAZZ how much longer of this my insides HURT and i haven't had a good meal in a long time I haven't showered or cleaned my self i I don't now how much longer i could do this" "LAUREN your never going to be free your mine just madey for the time I got to work you can be working in stead of in your cage" then bazz punched me in the face. As everything  whent dark i managed to whisper "No more freedom."