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BEFORE I BROKE UP WITH BAZZ

Alex and i were friends. I was still dating bazz at the time. Alex took me on a date becuase of a Video. I never thought that video would do so well. Alex and i were just on a pretend date so we don't think much of it. That was a huge mistake. Alex gave me the best date ever but he should of known that it wasn't right. I told him it wasn't right and that we are just friends. We decided to do a collab we had lots of fun with the collab. We had done a DIY challenge for my channel. He had to do a vlog so i just sat out of the way playing with his brothers dog guppy. After the vlog we just sat dint say anything just sat. After 5 minutes of silence i told him "ALEX even if we could date its harder then you think im not a happy person and i can get dark". Alex did not care that I was depressed and said '' i love you lauren I could care less how hard it is". "No Alex I belong to BAZZ now my flight back to Canada was canceled its going to be a week until I can go back is that okay with you" "oh yeah as long as your okay with having to share a bed no spare rooms". I said that it was fine as long as he don't get kinky. The first night was really really weird but i powers through it I feel asleep that night but when i I woke up I felt really weird like I was still asleep.