Forgive and Forget

Sneaky

Just a heads up...

for this chapter, I want AT LEASE ONE COMMENT on it. I won't post the new chapter until I get a comment on this specific one because I want to know what you guys think of what Kelly does. I've done it in the past, I'm sure other girls have too but the way she does it.. I don't want you readers to hate Kelly for this chapter but just remember she's been with this guy on and off for 4 years. Four. Not four months, or four days, four years. And she still has feelings for him since they just recently broke up.. So just give me your opinion and I'll explain if anyone wants to know why she's doing what she's doing. Sorry for the spoiler alert but I don't want people getting confused like wait why would she do that?! :(

So yeah one comment before I post the next chapter.

"Throw all of your stuff away

Then I clear you out of my head

I tear you out of my heart

And ignore all your messages."

- Demi Lovato

(Here We Go Again)

{Chapter 5, part 1}

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Kelly~

Harry and I have been getting closer since the talk back at the cabin a few weeks ago. The boys are about to leave for tour at the end of this week on Sunday so usually right after school we're either all at the boys apartments, my house, or Zoey's. And the paparazzi has gotten several pictures of us with the boys. Some have come out a lot funnier than others. Like there's this one photo inside SEVENTEEN MAGAZINE of Adriana and Zayn walking with their arms linked. Adriana has on Zayn's beanie with his name on it and he's wearing Adriana's lucky scarf with her initials on it.

There's also a picture of Zoey making Niall carry her bag as she buys ice cream from this cart, and Niall doesn't even seem bothered by it. Liam got caught kissing Bridget on camera while they were at the park last week, that's so cute because it's her first kiss. Nobody knows but Zoey and I though.

Louis was on camera talking to a few fans that passed by and took several pictures with him but then Melissa started to make funny faces because of the pain in her ankle and Louis was quicker than lightning to carry her in his arms all the way back to his loft, apologizing to the fans for having to leave. They haven't gotten Harry and I yet. But that's probably because we only act like lovebirds behind closed doors.

So things have been pretty good.. I have been seeing Gabe on the sides though. Not as a date or anything even though I don't really know what we are right now. Gabe and I have just been hanging out like old times with his little sister. We usually just laugh and joke around while Joy goes on about boys she would date and all.

A vibrate brings me from my thoughts.

you on your way yet?

- Gabe

"Who you texting?" Louis screams in my ear making me scream bloody murder. I mean oh my god it's dark, we're watching a scary movie, everyone wants to leave to all go check on our cupcakes then Louis wants to come out of nowhere?

I smack his arm. "Louis don't do that!"

"Sorry love but who was that? You were so into it. Oh wait texting Harry from a different room again?"

"Nope"

"Who? Gabriel?" He joked.

I didn't laugh. My heart is just pounding in my chest. Louis's smile disappears. "What..-

"Hey Lou cupcakes are ready!" Zoey shouts from the kitchen.

Harry walks in with two cupcakes in his hand. "Who wants one?"

Louis never took his eyes off mine but he glared. "Come on Kelly we can get cupcakes later."

He pulled me away from Harry upstairs into his room. The door shut with a bang. I winced slightly at his anger.

"Why?" he demanded.

"We haven't been doing anything.. Just hanging out like we used to.."

"Kelly. Why are you doing this to yourself? And.. Harry."

Harry. He's right why am I doing this to him? It's only hurting him. "You know what just do whatever. But do not tell any more lies to Harry. He doesn't deserve that."

"Your not even letting me expla-

"What is there to explain Kelly?! You can't even choose!" I jumped at his outburst.

"Fine then don't let me explain. Obviously you don't even care about what I have to say!" I yelled back. That's it. Harry does deserve better and it's not me even though I've done nothing wrong. I can't try and work things out as just friends with my ex?

I couldn't take it.

Louis sighed again, "Okay I didn't mean that Ke-

I slapped him, hard across the face and stormed out the room. Apparently everyone was standing down the hall trying to listen but I guess they didn't get everything.

Harry reached for my arm but I pushed him away. "Don't. Let Louis fill you in."  I seethed. Louis ran back downstairs, his cheek still a little red.

"Kelly I'm sorry!"

I left the house and ran straight for my car. Even though we're different, I know where I'm going.

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