Amanda's Point Of View
I looked at Louis for awhile, not saying anything. I wasn't sure if I should take him back or not. How exactly was I supposed to know if he was telling the truth or not? He could simply be lying to me right now, thinking I'd be dumb enough to believe him. I bit down on my lower lip lightly, my eyes locked with his as I ran a hand through my hair.
"I-I don't know Louis," I mumbled a reply which didn't really answer his question but it was the best answer I could think of at the moment. I wanted to talk to Sammy and see if Louis was telling the truth, Sam wouldn't lie to me and he always seems to know what's going on at all times.
"Okay Amanda, just think about it, please?" Louis spoke quietly, I could tell my answer had upset him, it would be hard for me not to notice.
I nodded to simply answer him, looking down at the floor of my room silently. I felt his index finger underneath my chin, lifting my face before he leaned in to kiss me. Before his lips were able to even touch mine I pushed him back, shaking my head. "Louis no, please just go, I need to think," I murmured, looking back down at the floor.
"Okay, I'm sorry," he mumbled quietly as he left the room. I listened as he walked down the hallway, down the stairs, and then out the front door before I collapsed on my bed, looking up at my ceiling as a sigh escaped my lips.
I felt like a total bitch for leaving Louis hanging but I didn't want to answer his question. If he was telling the truth and I had said no it would be terrible for me to have to explain to him that I had thought he was lying to me but if I had said yes and he was lying everything could have just ended badly. I shut my eyes as I thought, still sprawled out on my bed. I was frustrated, what had made me so frustrated I wasn't sure of, I just felt stressed and frustrated. I heard a quiet knock on my door, pulling me out of my thoughts. I sat up just in time to see Sammy walk into the room before he shut the door behind him. He crossed the floor to the bed and sat down next to me.
"What did you do to Louis? He seemed either really mad or really upset when he left, I couldn't quite tell because he was in such a rush," Sam mumbled, his eyes fixed on my face.
"I just told him I wasn't sure if we could get back together," I mumbled a quiet reply to his question.
"What! Why?" He practically yelled. "Are you crazy? He lo-" I cut off a screaming Sam by slapping my hand over his mouth that way his yells were muffled so my parents wouldn't wake up. Once he was done yelling I took my hand off his mouth and shushed him. "Amanda, Louis loves you," he murmured seriously.
"Then why did he leave me Sammy?" I asked quietly, my gaze falling to the maroon blanket on my bed.
"Don't you understand? He didn't leave you Amanda, it was your dick of a father who ruined your relationship so he could have you all to himself. He didn't like Louis because of his tattoos and because he had tattoos your dad thought he was a douche so he made him leave, the reality of this whole thing is, your dad was being a douche. Scratch that, you're dad is a total prick for not telling you the truth," Sam said, he seemed quite angry.
My eyes were wide as I listened to Sam insult my very own father right in front of me. It was surprising that he was saying those things about my dad because he looked up to him, or at least he used to. Sam usually didn't swear or saying anything bad for that matter, he was obviously pissed. "So, Louis was telling the truth?" I asked quietly, looking up at Sam.
Sam nodded and said, "yeah, he was. He loves you so much Amanda just like I know you love him with your whole heart."
"Well actually, I don't love him with my whole heart Sam," I mumbled, looking down at the maroon blanket again.
"What do you mean you don't love him with your whole heart?" Sam asked, he was obviously really confused.
"Well there's someone else, someone else I love almost as much as I love him," I murmured, avoiding eye contact with him.
"What! Who? Don't you tell me you like Max now, don't you dare," Sam practically growled at me, trying to meet my gaze.
"I-I can't tell you," I mumbled, shutting my eyes tightly so I wouldn't have to look at him.
"Tell me!" He almost yelled at me, causing me to jump slightly.
"Fine, you, I love you Sam, you're my favorite brother-like cousin ever," I cried out, acting all dramatic.
"You're an idiot," Sam grumbled to himself although he couldn't help but smile. "I love you too but right now I hate you, I thought you really liked someone other than Louis."
"I do, I love you," I said with a grin.
"Stop this right now and go get lover boy, idiot," Sam mumbled with a smile, pulling me off the bed.
I chuckled at him before I opened the door to my room and literally ran down the hallway, down the stairs, and out the front door. I sprinted down the driveway in an attempt to catch Louis so I could actually answer his question. I pushed myself to run faster as I saw his car siting at the end of the driveway.
"Louis!" I yelled out even though I knew he couldn't hear me, I guess I was just hoping he would. Before I could reach the car though he had pulled out of the driveway and drove down the road leaving me standing alone at the end of the long driveway, trying to catch my breath as I watched the love of my life drive away from me, leaving me again.
Hey guys sorry for such the long wait for an update, I feel absolutely terrible. I had this really important project I had to do and it took such a long time to finish, I'm just glad it's done. Also, I'm sure I've said this before but I am really trying to keep my grades high so I can go to a new school next year because I hate the school I'm at now. Sorry for the excuses but yeah, here's the chapter, I hope you like it. I love you all, stay beautiful xx
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Dark 2- Louis Tomlinson
FanfictionThis is the second book in the Dark (A Louis Tomlinson Story) series.