Hazel's Lost Diary

Eighteen

6th January, 2015
My life was all messed up! I wasn't able to decide what to do! I was totally confused. But than I met him.

You know what when life is all messed up and you see no hope from escaping from your despair, there pops someone, who completely changes your perspective of thinking. He or she motivates you and give you inspiration. And he was the one! The only one who did it for me!

I remember I was once a gloomy soul who wandered in depression because it's so tough living a life of an actress, dealing with all the matters and having so much load of work, but than there appeared someone who made the impossible possible and turned hopeless ME into a person who can motivate others. I tired motivating others through many socials apps such as twitter, etc.

People like these may order you things and feel sorry but the fun fact is that, you always act according to what they say and you're happy with every advice they give. The time when I met him, I realized what is life and how should we enjoy it by taking out as much time we can from our busy life.

Congratulations to me! I'm in love...
By the way what is love?

When I was a kid I believed that love is all about a girl and a boy and all about having a girlfriend or a boyfriend. I even made many boyfriends but all of them were kinda fake. Anyways now when I remember that childhood thought, I laugh because how narrow minded person I was to think about love that way.

Love is a bond with a sister, a mother or a friend of investing a piece of you into them. I too am in love, apart my family. My mutual understanding with him is not how it would be with my brother, if I had one. And yeah I have invested my soul to him because I believe not always you find the wrong person while you've fallen in love.
And I'm in love with

JACK VAN VOREEAN,

He is the famous pop-star! He is a very sweet and handsome guy! He loves me. I hope every girl get a guy like him. I'm so lucky that he's mine!

He always texts me first . He holds my hand during the scary parts of the horror movies and burn cookies with me when I am too busy in dancing around the kitchen. He says he can see galaxies in my eyes and hears the music in my heart beats. He tickles me and makes me smile on hard days and on easy ones. But beyond all that I hope he will never leave me behind and will never take me for granted, he is someone who will stand by my side when I am right and will support me even when I am wrong, he is someone who has seen me at my worst, he knows everything and has loved me still. I hope he never leaves me!
Love,
H.

She truly loved Jack! But now I feel really very bad for him. He must be missing her and he even don't know that now she doesn't exists. She's dead. God please show me a way to get out of this all so that I can help Aunt and Hazel's family. I wish I could do something.