I can physically feel my heart hurting. My eyes hurt from the tears. My nose hurts from rubbing it. How did this happen? How could I have let this happen? I know it all my fault. I just don't want it to end. I moved 1000 miles away and 22 days later He wants to call it quites. I keep telling him to even tho in the pit of my stomach I wish he'll fight to stay... I don't think he's going to. I think he lost faith. Is us. In the relationship. In me. I keep the fights going. Its all my fault. I'm a bad person, bad girlfriend. After 5 months and it just crashes to the ground.
