I don't know who that is but, that's not the boy I dated for 5 months. Now he's like this bad boy wanna be and it makes me so mad! He's being a bad influence to his lil sister. Being a jerk to me. Having this fuck it attitude. And I hate it. I miss the real him. The sweet, caring, cuddle bug, that he was. Who is this? Why is this? He excuse was cuz he is in a depression state. Really? How the hell do you think I feel? I haven't thought about cutting in 4 months and now it's all I think about. But I can't cuz I made a fucking promise to him and at least I stand by my promises. Relationship or not. If this if the " Real" him them I'm glad he ended it. Grrr. Wait I can't say that cuz it turns him on. But I highly doubt he fucking reads these.
