I cried all day yesterday. I cried all night. I cried this morning when I woke up. I can literally feel my heart hurt. I'm trying so hard to give him space that he asked for. I know he's hurting too, but he asked for this. Part of me just wants to yell and scream at him. But I guess in all honesty its my fault. Because I put our relationship at risk with moving. I would hate me too... I still love him tho. I know I shouldn't but I do.
